sometimes i think i am perfect. the fact is. i am not. i know that. the ego inside me got the better of me. i think i can do a better job than other people. but while i can do a good job. i do not let others show their true potential. thus i feel that i am the only perfect one. people hardly come up to me and say. hey you. can you please buzz off and stop pushing your weight around. you really piss me off and i don't need you right here right now. if fact. no one ever does that. it will and it is bound to hurt you. it will cut deep into your heart. especially if it is coming from a friend of yours whom you have thought of as a good friend. no one would dare to be so blunt in their tone. yet we know that they mean well. they just want the best for us. and that is for me to stop my bad bad habit. bossing around. i need a lecture on this big time. when you want to change. your pride ego self-esteem start to roll in. inevitably that is. i don't want to be who i am presently. i feel that i do not live my life to the fullest. maximising my fullest utmost potential. maybe i don't have potential. who is to ssay that anyway. not even me. honestly. it is true. your personality is your barrier to maximising your fullest potential. wad you are can sometimes stop or prevent you from letting you do what you want. once again inevitable right. so stop being what you actually are and work towards being a BETTER person. don't live by your present personality. work to a better goal. future. life.

another two weeks will be exams.
another another two weeks will be the end of exams!
lol.
-study
-mug
HARD.

ahaha.. i'm so happy!!! we got CHAMPION for HORIZON CHALLENGE!!! HAHAHA. i just wanna say. I'M HAPPY.

once upon a time..
there was this girl
who could never really enjoy her life..

today is probably my last day of fun until the exams are over.
i guess it was rather fun?
(:

we went sentosa siloso beach.
had tanning session.
i'm a Lobster now.
and jacqueline cant show off her tan anymore.
cos i'm tanner than her.
=p
quite lame,
we were playing zong ji mi ma.
and laodie and aggie kept on getting the number.
got quite boring becos we ran out of questions for them.
we were also supposed to have picnic!
but laodie had to go make her ic
so we left early.
nevermind.
we're gonna bring all the food to school tomorrow
to continue with our picnic.
yay!!

after sentosa
sam went for tuition
the rest of us went to heeren
shopped..
for nothing.
then i went home.

went for tcc meeting.
it's settled about having the dunking machine.
it's coming this saturday.
and all tcc members are supposed to go up there.
whoa.

just reached home and
i managed to complete routine order.
tmr sec1s are gonna do 2hr 30mins footdrill.
sorry.
i've gotta do wad i've gotta do.
i know you ppl hate rowena ma'am.
i hate her too!
-craps

i'm rushing my zuo ye now!
mann.