lately, been slacking a lot, and as a result hastened my studying process.
but yeaaa.
a series of events that occurred this week has got me thinking about something so common,
that we take for granted, and disregard.
ie, about LIFE.
hahaha.
ya ya, my same old ranting about life.
i shan't go on.
but yes,
life is precious, and let's treasure everyday we have,
AND,
the people around us ya.

econs maths and chem are up for grabs this week on the exmas timetable!
oh yay!
i'm thrilled!
:/
i hope to just pass all the subjects.
ya.
how funny.
as we proceed with life, we gradually ask for lesser and lesser.

in primary school,
it was all about the band ones, ie, 85 and above.

in secondary school,
it down-graded to only 70.

now in jc,
ho ho ho, struggling to pass and even promote!

but yes, i shall try.


looking at some people's blogs.
and i was suddenly reminded of secondary school,
and especially lower sec days.
eliz posted about the class of 03.
i'm glad to say i was part of her class back then! (=
but happy times NEVER last, for my case that is.
so happy in sec1 when i realised i was same class as aggie,
and later on got to know many friends-for-life, like huimin jac eliz tang athena
and then, thought that life sucked in sec2 when i got "separated" frm aggie and liz.
but followed on to eventually fall in love with my class,
and of course, how could i everforget,
lovely three faith, that although clique-ush,
was united as a class.
and once again,
don't know if it's some test or random trick from God,
just had to pull my away from my group of friends(best),
and bring my to another alien environment where i had to grow,
and learn to adapt all over again.
i was sick of it.
but really big thanks to people like
sabrina naomi priscilla yujun matilda sandy
who made me feel that three grace isnt' that bad,
and that there was still this sense of warmth that i could feel,
though it could never be felt, unless in three faith.
and then came sec four,
where "walking in school down the corridor" alone,
seemed like such a common feat for me.
yea. and i adapted well to that, i should say.
jc 1,
reunion? or what should i say?
got closer to eliz aggie laodie and sam again.
feeling was really good,
to know that there are friends that you can count on and fall back on all the time.
and low and behold,
had laodie in my class for first three months,
no amount of words or expression can represent my happiness i felt at that time,
to know that for ONCE, for ONCE, in a long long time,
that i am not alone,
amen!
then,
second intake,
God gave me more than i could ever ask for.
athena nicolette laodie were in my class,
and what a good God He is,
my lifelong-pal, aggie! was also in t34!
it was really like a reunion that is not expected, or.
long awaited.
and though different class as eli and sam,
i'm glad we at least are still on communicating terms,
and keeping close ties!
this small group of my friends,
are friends that i promise to keep for life.!
and treasure them.
so many things to say to them
but speechless when literally here.
know my intentions yes.
=))

Inspired by geraldine ho,
i've decided to come up with a MidYear resolution list.
yes, sounds queer, but i've simply got to plan it, and execute it.

`study harder
`play less
`swim more (from her)
`listen to lectures attentively
`be more inquisitive during tutorials
`save more money
`spend less
`go online less often
`keep in touch with old friends
`read more history books
`try to like Ho Moy Lee
`embrace everyone around me
`pray more
`go to church more often
`cut hair

By hook or by crook,
i'll persuade myself to let it happen.
to the best of my abilities.

I, Rowena Lee, do here and now,
solemnly and sincerely pledge that,
I will always bear true faith and allegiance,
to fulfilling the aims of my resolution this midyear.
I will always be loyal and true,
to my beliefs and motto.
I will always preserve the steadfast-ness and enthusiasm in carrying out
the following obligations stated above.

"WHO ONLY HAS 1000 FRIENDS?"
that was the comment made by celeste chen in the Sunday times last sunday.
ohmygoodness,
that's a really ridiculous comment!
wad's with flaunting the number of friends in the papers?!
i mean, are you sure you know ALL
your friends?
are they actually mere acquaintances, or even complete strangers?
they're proud of having 16000 friends,
but i think they should realise that they arent the world,
and that the world does not revolve around them.
focus is wrong there,
so wrong.
maybe you would like to study for your O levels and spend less time on friendster,
which will never earn you a certificate that secures your ricebowl
in the future. ya?
Just a word of advice for you,
my valiant cohort.
-smirk-

All this talk overnight studying, but eventually dozing off at 2am,
is really unproductive.
argh. sian.
midyears in 11days time. =/
and i actually miss ya.hurr

Appearence:
I'm short- false
I have many scars- true
I tan easily- true
I burn easily- false
I wish my hair was a different colour- true
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour- false
I have 4 or more piercings- true

Relationships:
I miss someone right now- true
I've gotten divorced- false
I've had a crush on a teacher- false
I've hugged a stranger- false

Embarrassament:
I've laughed so hard I've cried- true
I've glued my hand to something- true
I've laughed till some beverage came out of my nose- true
I've had my pants ripped/dropped in public- false
I was born with a disease/impairment- false
I've sat in a doctor's office with a friend- true
I've had my wisdom tooth removed- false
I've had chicken pox before- true

Experiences:
I've gotten lost in a city- true
I've seen a shooting star- false
I've wished on a shooting star- false
I've gone out in public in my pyjamas- false
I've pushed all the buttons in an elevator- true
I've been to a casino- true
I've been skydiving- false
I've played spin the bottle- true
I've caught a snowflake on my tongue- false
I've sat on a rooftop at night- true
I've played a prank on someone- true
I've ridden in a taxi- true
I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show- false
I've eaten sushi- true

Random:
I own something from Hot Topic- false
I own something I got on E-Bay- true
I own something I got from American Eagle- false
I own something from Abercrombie & Fitch- true
I own somethng from Anchor Blue- false
I own something from Aeropostle- false

More Random:
I've stolen a tray from a fastfood restaurant- false
I watched the news- true
I sang in the shower- true
I'm a morning person- false
I have listened to more than 30 CDs in a day- false
I've worn pyjamas to school- false
I know how to shoot a gun- true
I am really ticklish- false
I play video games- true
I'm good at remembering names- true
I'm good at remembering faces- true

today is a bad bad bad day.
morning wake up at 645 to go mass.
then later went home.
slacked fot two hours when i was supposed to study,
and later decided to go swimming,
only to be taken aback by the pool infested with a massive crowd of KIDS.
ahhhhhhhh.
and wad's worse!
i forgot my goggles! -goes crazy-
decided to overcome my fear of no-goggles swimming.
and just as i wanted to go into the pool,
the friggin sky turned GREY.
hence i decided to not swim, just bathe and leave.
and when i left the pool,
the SUN shone brightly.
tell me tell me, is this not an effed-up day?!
went church for meeting,
and heard that june camp would be a blast,
but i wont be going,
sad!!!!!!!
i don't wanna miss out on the fun!
=(

HAHAHHA i'm just so fascinated by this shit!

Ten Top Trivia Tips about DAIWEN!

1. Four-fifths of the surface of DAIWEN is covered in water!
2. The Aztec Indians of Mexico believed DAIWEN would protect them from physical harm, and so warriors used her to decorate their battle shields!
3. The book of Esther in the Bible is the only book which does not mention DAIWEN.
4. The patron saint of DAIWEN is Saint Eugenie.
5. If your ear itches, this means that someone is talking about DAIWEN.
6. Bees visit over three million flowers to make a single kilogram of DAIWEN!
7. The colour of DAIWEN is no indication of her spiciness, but size usually is!
8. The DAIWEN-fighting market in the Philippines is huge - several thousand DAIWEN-fights take place there every day.
9. Neil Armstrong first stepped on DAIWEN with his left foot!
10. If you put a drop of liquor on DAIWEN, she will go mad and sting herself to death.

I am interested in - do tell me aboutherhimitthem

well well.
things are so stiff, stagnant and boring.
i give up trying and trying,
it's tiring, and time-consuming as well.
i'm sick and tired of your constant nonsense,
you're nothing to me okay.
serious la.
i'll try to forget it yes? =)
it's me, not you.
yah.
my bad//