shows how ignorant i've been.

hey, if you're reading this, it's for you.

Jason Mraz- A Beautiful Mess

You’ve got the best of both worlds
You’re the kind of girl who can take down a man,
And lift him back up again
You are strong but you’re needy,
Humble but you’re greedy
Based on your body language,
your shouted cursive I’ve been reading
You’re style is quite selective,
though your mind is rather reckless
Well I guess it just suggests
that this is just what happiness is

Hey, what a beautiful mess this is
It’s like picking up trash in dresses

Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you write
Kind of turn themselves into knives
And don't mind my nerve you can call it fiction
‘Cause I like being submerged in your contradictions dear
‘Cause here we are, here we are

And through timeless words in priceless pictures
We’ll fly like birds not of this earth
And tides they turn and hearts disfigure
But that’s no concern when we’re wounded together
And we tore our dresses and stained our shirts
But it’s nice today, oh the wait was so worth it

this has been an eventful week,
many things happened that made me think.
think a lot.
maybe i shouldnt think too much.

how time really flies,
january is almost over and we're on to february.
2008 was a fast year,
and i reckon so will 2009.
time's passing far too fast for me to waste it away.
i must grab hold to every opportunity i can,
and not waste life away.

godma told me about word of God today.
i've been not depending on it,
that's why my life's been topsy-turvy.
hahah perhaps?
i dont know.
but i sure am looking forward to a more vibrant 2009
life.
dont we all?

i want surprises!
life's been too mundane already..
“Surprise is the greatest gift which life can grant us.”

just passed my btt on monday,
and am so thankful to God!
hahah this time, must thank him.
cos i really really didnt do it based on merit.
i only got like 42 for my trial?!
it was terrible.
consulted my cousin and mother,
and literally scrutinized the test qns up down left right centre.
not forgetting that i clutched the rosary ring throughout the test?
haha it gave christi blessings too! (:
yay! cant wait for final theory test on 18feb,
then it's off to the roads!

been happy happy these few days,
keeping in contact with impt people in my life.
(:
hmm really brights up my mundane lifestyle of office work everyday 9-6.
haha. the weekends have really become something great a deal to look forward to!

just a couple of things that i've been taking for granted the past twelve years.
and i'm sure my fellow cohort do feel the exact sme pinch as i do:

1) skyrocketing price of ezlink fare
-wahbiang this is ultimate, forget to tap your card once and you can jolly well say bye to $2plus? and minimum fare deduction of $0.71.. ouch!

2) school
- not going to sch to meet familiar faces to crap and share jokes once holidays are over feels a little weird

3) Cheaper canteen food
- yea it's not like canteen food's any big deal, but it's only $2, Excluding gst! (hmm yes, i'm beginning to sound stingy. BUT it's the truth!)

4)PE
- ahh, no more compulsory twice a week exercise means an increase in the bumming around at home and as what christi mentioned, growing (Sideways) rapidly :s

5) pocket money
- dont know abt you guys, but now needing to work to finance my own spending, transport, food, driving lessons blah blah, is real tiring. finally know what my parents go through.

yeaa and the list probably goes on just that i havent got sufficient brain cells to think cos they've mostly been sucked up by the computer radiation that i've been absorbing for the past 7-8 hours in front of this PC.

dang.