i'm starting to detest many things

the need to find a job
the need to work
the need to perform during work
the need to compete within the workplace
the need to compete among others beyond the workplace
the need to earn money
the need to promote
the need to want to be better, not because you want, but because people are doing so, so you feel that you cannot lose out
the need to lose yourself

and i havent even started work.