forgiveness is the sweetest present yet.

i'm sorry
i cant be perfect

hello you.
yes you!

it keeps getting better
every day
every week
every month.

addicted like a drug man.
haha.
this is a vacation not long enough,
totally.

and did i mention that Storm Warriors II sucks?

exams are over. life is nice (:
<3

rahhh
yesterday slept so much!
i calculated,
a total of 10.5 hours of lalaland
and i'm not even halfway done with exams!
rowena lee what do you think you are doing?!
so screwed for 102 on tuesday.
today is camping day at comp lab
to mug for the subject which i'm so gonna fail?
hahah funneh.
but i foresee that today and tmr will pass
swoosh, in the blink of an eye.
it's biz law on wednesday FIVE to SEVEN THIRTY
that will seem like the longest dreariest wait that will befall.

then it'll be freeeedom till christmas!
though i know i should expect many more deadlines
xphysique programmers church

but in the meantime,
jiayou for your mugging!
these are the four words that i so wont miss after exams.
hahaha
:D

dont you just miss the good old times.
sitting at the benches at the bustop.
look at the vehicles come and go.
and not be bothered by anything.
just let your mind wander freely
and aimlessly without worries
about what tomorrow might bring you.

wondering when's the next time i can do sucha thing.
forty fifty years time perhaps?
hmm.

i dont know.
just wish to spout some brainless nonsense now
after sitting for my first paper.
haha.

this is much harder than i expected.
i dont think i'm strong enough,
as i should be.

falling from grace.

Dear God please give me a little strength and hope.
and let me know you're there please

So let's take tonight
And never let go
While dancing we'll kiss
Like there's no tomorrow
As the stars sparkle down
Like a diamond ring
I'll treasure this moment
Till we meet again

But no matter how far
Or where you may be
I just close my eyes
And you're in my dreams
And there you will be
Until we meet

just wanna say that yesterday was a teary but blissful dinner i had.
nothing beats that really, thanks (:

the exams are drawing so near,
and for me i simply
dont really feel the pressure.
i feel the obligation to "study cos i need to"
but not the drive to score well.
the run this morning finally jolted me,
to realize that i must procrastinate no more!
revisited my studying tactics and i am proud to say
that its headed somewhere now.

though assignments are over,
i feel the pressure to complete studying and cramming
everything into my brain which i realize,
isnt that big after all these years
hmm..
no wasting away my life, youth and academia!
gpa important, everything else can wait.
is this the mentality that i should maintain?
at least for now right.
this should be the mindset of every tertiary student.

the creepy lift lobby that i shiver and loathe walking pass
every single time, even during the day.
its just part and parcel of life (in school)
it's me who has to change. to be brave enough
to walk through and overcome my fears.
or simply go for alternatives.
i should not be so dependent on company all the time right?
its all about changing myself in this. and not anyone else.

this seems to be the only way which you can read through
my thoughts almost always these days right.
everytime we meet, its either random nonsense
or just silence.
but i am getting used to it.
hopefully things will be different two weeks from now!
i cant wait!

sister's confirmation today
made me think about a whole lot of events.
i was reminded of my own confirmation!
its very blurred now, the memories.
but all i knew was that i was dressed in all white
and there were many photos taken on that
hot sunny sunday morning.
church people are still the same old bunch,
not much changes.
its a nice feeling,
that i can actually feel such sense of belonging,
something i never would've imagined just a mere 2yrs back?
its amazing how i've grown.
i am thankful for the acceptance and grooming.
going to ask roomie to go eyr with me!
lectors so pangseh, none can confirm.
hope that it'll be an enriching one.
that like nyc,
can kinder new friendships,
relight old ones
and relive forgotten and abandoned ones.

but in the mean time,
i'll be needing to study like never before,
and catch up on lost time.
time thats not on my side.
to all those taking papers as well,
jiayou!!
let's aim for the stars!
cos if we fail,
at least we'll land on the clouds (:

it's all about you
it's all about you baby
it's all about you
it's all about you

yesterday you asked me something i thought you knew
so i told you with a smile
it's all about you

then you whispered in my ear and you told me too
said you'd make my life worthwhile
it's all about you

and i would answer all your wishes if you asked me to
but if you deny me one of your kisses,
don't know what i'll do

so hold me close and say three words like you used to do
dancing on the kitchen tiles,
it's all about you

yesterday was one filled with many emotions.
somehow didnt feel very complete in the day time when
i attempted to study at the canteen.
then i went to meet roomie,
who just had a presentation
which was bad according to her,
and all i could do was just listen,
and unable to contribute advice or help.
helpless.
and just when i thought that i was bad enough a roomie,
it was time to leave her because i had to make my way back to kovan
to celebrate darling lizabeth's birthday!
thank goodness jane was there for polar.

dinner with liz, min, rach, ld and clara
was awesome (TRADEMARK from G. Ho)
chinese food never tasted better with this bunch of lovelies.
loads of camera sessions,
and attempted polaroids which ended in shambles
cos liz only had one available film.
roomie called to tell me that she was locked out of room
:/
the clique went to buy polaroids and i said bye.
went back to jurong,
within one hour surprisingly!
met sl but not for long cos i had to redeem roomie.
ONLY to realise that she was alr in her room.
she's classical.
i'm sorry roomie,
to just leave halfway
i promise it wont happen again,
for a long long time.
or ever.

to the one who's been there enduring my stupid highs and lows,
sacrificing and giving in to me,
unconditional(with some conditions) love <--haha
you bring out the best in me
like no one else can do
thats why i'm by your side
thats why i love you
(:

today was totally unproductive.
did three readings.
(N)
could definitely have pushed harder.
but the drive is hardly there.
thank goodness for roomie.

i'm eating a lot in hall.
the amount spent on food is
MORE than the amount spent studying.
dont ask me the basis of comparison,
i dont know.
and i'm spending a lot of time
thinking of intangible stuff also.
hahaha
cant wait for exams to end.

in the meantime,
i'll just try to study and not get too distracted.

sleep sleep sleep
thats all you do.

hall never felt so cold,
and scary at night.
with no one next to me
to talk trash,
and have weird supper desires.
i realise, i cant live without her!!!

sum41 brings nostalgia to the night.
no wonder the night you say,
is the best time to do things.
Here, Best of me- always my choice in underclass heroes.

It's so hard to say that i'm sorry
i'll make everything alright.
All these things that i've done
now what have i become
and where'd i go wrong

I don't mean to hurt, just to put you first
I won't tell you lies
I will stand accused with my hand on my heart
I'm just trying to say

I'm sorry, it's all that i can say
You mean so much and
i'd fix all that i've done,
if i could start again
i'd throw it all away
to the shadows of regret
and you would have the best of me.

I know that i can't take back
all of the mistakes but i will try
Although it's not easy
I know you believe me cause I would not lie

Don't believe their lies told through jealous eyes
they dont understand.
I will break your heart, i will bring you down,
but I will have to say

I'm sorry, it's all that i can say
You mean so much and
i'd fix all that i've done,
if i could start again
i'd throw it all away
to the shadows of regret
and you would have the best of me.

time is running out!
assignments are fortunately not piling up
thanks to the early wake up call
i got from my
mugger class.
hahaha scary shit.
so many things to study.
i musnt lag behind!
determined to make things work out
and excel even up till the last minute!
havent felt such a force in some time.
i'm so motivated!
maybe it's because of
the meal i'm going to eat later.
kimchi ramen!!!
wootz!

why do you shun my eyes
why do you look away from my glance
why do you not even care about my mere existence
anymore?
it hurts me when i see you like this.
i am sorry that things had to turn out this way.
it just happened so fast,
it seemed like just yesterday when we
sat at the stone table to talk things out.
that time, you could look pass everything
and pretend like nothing happened.
but i could not.
but why is it that things have to reach such a stage,
that you refuse to even acknowledge my presence now?
i know that no matter how much i apologise,
the hurt will still be there and it'll be difficult
for you to look pass it.
does that mean we cant even be friends?
i miss you,
the good times and bad
that we both shared.
without any holding back.
we freely spilt our thoughts.
i want those days back.
it pierces my heart to know that the one i was once closest to,
meeting almost everyday,
and even chatting with till the wee hours of the night,
cannot even be bothered at all now.
if it does even matter to you,
i want you to know that i still think
about the good old times.
movies
tauhuay
dark chocolate
punggol park
and who could forget,
adoration room?
the question you asked me,
recurs in my head countless times whenever i think of you:
would it have been different if you'd agreed to come to the club.
the answer is yes.
as much as i know it's brought you anger and bitterness,
i want you to know that i feel unbearable pain when
i think of all the possible
"what ifs"
should you have come
and made that difference.
i still cannot forgive myself that i had to do this to you when it was nearing your exams.
it is not fair to you,
because you deserve so much more,
and so much better,
especially since you'd been hurt before.
i must admit that i have done you wrong.
but to deny me as even a friend,
is really heartless.
as much as i hate being treated this way,
i so know that i deserve this.
other than sorry,
what can i do so that you would face me and
look me in the eye?
you are important,
you matter to me.
i will hate myself if i had to lose you forever
because you had given me so much,
more than i asked for,
i want to reciprocate.
would you give me a chance to,
dear friend?

go on.
carry on with what you're doing.
like i'm non-existent.
i dont give a F.

the heart says yes but the mind says no.
):

this has been one hectic week
and i am thankful its almost over.
tutorial on wednesday, done.
essay due today, done.
presentation today, done.
yes yes yes.

next week,
writing assignment due, monday
essay due, friday
presentation, following monday.

not bad.
i think i'm pretty much on track,
doing what i'm supposed to.
but what about electives.
they're gone case.
:/
as much as dont want to S/U,
it seems like i dont have a choice.
but since everyone's treating S/U like nothing,
then steady! i shall follow.
hahaha.
byebye intellectual property.
byebye 4hours of crap every tuesday.
:D

i've good news!
tmr's biz law lecture has been cancelled!
woohoo!
three cheers for mr ram!
its sucha rare treat.
nice.
but i'm staying in school for a while
because some one has a quiz at 6!
poor thing.
jiayou jiayou!

weekend's drawing near and i'm so looking forward to it!
going for two race pack collections,
haha so hardcore right.
i'm feeling quite scared.
lol.

p.s.
imissyoutoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

polar,
sometimes i feel its really weird.
i'm mostly in hall on monday and tuesday,
and it seems quite lifeless.
then wednesday is where activities all start,
and thats when you come,
and i hardly get to spend time with you.
no time to really hear your problems.
and even when we talk,
we've got to resort to facebook?!
oh man.
roomie, i just need to say
i'm really sorry if i've pangsehed you cos of AOB,
and left you in the room when you always wait for me to bathe.
you're loved too.
really!!
your water boiler is loved too :D

well projects and assignments are taking their toll and i
feel the pressure already.
deadlines seem to draw nearer faster than expected.
mixed feelings about a lot of things.
happy and sad and in between.

sam left on tuesday night and sent a quick sms.
there she left, just like that.
coming back in december, i hope?
that girl, i worry for her.
ohwell take care i still love you.

cant believe that the feeling of scepticism came in so fast.
i thought the nice feeling was supposed to last longer?!
but i guess it's been working out well?
yesterday had basketball training and
he came to stone table despite not finishing project to surprise!
:):):)
i love..
apples!
:):):)

the first xphysique meeting almost killed me,
with five deadlines to meet from now till
end of march next year.
i cant believe i actually agreed to that portfolio.
but since i've nodded my head,
i just have to bite the bullet and try my best.
programmers duty,
the two chiefs think "highly" of me,
put me in planning outings.
stress!!
there's still my core modules
and electives.
i am ashamed to say that during this week of holiday,
i only completed ONE assignment.
i am such a bummer!! ):

mon to wed was basically roller coaster
cos i was in hall throughout when i came
down with stomach flu,
diarrhoea like crazy.
would've just died if i was left alone.
missed so many events,
i am so upset with myself.
thankfully the people have been really understanding.
was only wed night that i was fully clear (THANKGOD).
and i could stay awake for threehours of lecture on thurs!
claps.. haha.

then on thurs night just before wanting to bathe at 1am,
i suddenly told gerald abt this idea of shifting our furniture to make
the room more cosy.
she said yes, and
we got to work!
damn funny how the loud furniture sounded at 130am,
i bet the neighbours were cursing us la.
but the turnout was i felt,
best (Y)
roomie love ftw!!
hahaaa.
what thurs night was supposed to be (study for midterms)
turned out otherwise.
haha rowena lee you suck.
fell asleep at 3am without even breathing any sociology text into myself.

midterm test today ended up a flop when they asked
about importance of empirical evidence,
ethnocentricism,
wtshit?!
good thing only ten percent this sem.
haha still happy about the room! grins.

oh yes!
i got into xphysique publicity main comm.
yes you didnt hear wrongly,
main comm.
think i'm killing myself.
but hey, it's only year1.
dont get to do this always.
and i'm also programmer for the next sports camp.
woots!
lastly,
aizat psycho-ed me into cultural subcomm for hall.
okay lor,
collect free points.
hahahaaa.

yes okay geraldine ho did play a part in making uni life fun, for like.. wednesdays thursdays and fridays(half)??? lol just kidding.

lots of things running through my mind these few days.
wont admit that i'm fully settled down.
still very slack with readings,
but got complete assignments at least! hahaaa.

i went for interview to be subcomm for publications in sports club.
got accepted, but i turned them down for fear of being unable to commit.
also went for Xphysique secretary/treasurer position.
haha so i can have a taste of how kevin's life is like, lol.
went for ball committee, to help next year pageant and d&d.
sounds like fun uh!
went for programmer position too.
that was my biggest challenge because they said that programmers only entitled 3 hall points, so if i commit to programmers, highly likely that i wont stay hall next year.
and honestly, i dont mind not staying hall. hall's screwing up my life (not your fault roomie)

i went home on tuesday to celebrate mother's birthday.
and realise that there were many things i missed,
and gotta admit,
took for granted since school started.

my mother,
father
sister
five of them
grandparents
church people
tauhuay
serangoon gardens
dark chocolates
city hall
late night phone calls

but it's very much like how i said in the beginning.
things have changed so much,
and can never ever return to the past like how it used to be.
i still think of the good old times.
but i tell myself, move on.
i cannot be unfair to you.
till then,
i really have so many things to tell you,
yet i know not where to start.

uni life is hectic.
but i'm enjoying it.
haha
new home
new friends
new school
new bed
new canteen

but nothing beats the good old times
old friends whom i have not forgotten!
wahaha lets meet up soon.
do you guys miss me as much as i miss you??
:D

You're like an indian summer in
The middle of a winter
LIke a hard candy
With a surprise centre
How do i get better
Once i've had the best
You said there's tons of fish in the water
So the waters i will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when i'm with him
I am thinking you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one who was spending the night
Oh i wish that i was looking into

You're the best
And yes i do regret
How i could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learnt
I touched it I was burnt
Oh i think you should know

Cause when i'm with him
I am thinking you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one who was spending the night
Oh i wish that i was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
No more mistakes,
Cos in your eyes i'd like to stay

woots.
life is good.
quite stress.
haha
thank god.

you make me feel sick.






yesterday was one of the longest days of my life,
with many things going on which made me rather..
turned off.
final day of beach volleyball signed off on a good note
because of the good weather and nice people i got to know.
lectors meeting after that was pleasant because of
the pleasing turnout.
but nyc meeting was just bittersweet.
yes thats the word.
like damn gross la please.
hate it when you BIG BIG talk like some loud hailer,
but never really lifted a finger.
wtf. okay if you're really such a person,
i pity you.
but let's just hope you're not.
after all,
you've been in this longer than me.
maybe i was the one who's been naively doing what i was told to,
without even realising that i've been So cheated.
aiya whatever.

then it was off to the airport to send samantha off.
i must apologize for the very anti climax attitude.
i really needed to scream,
but i dont know for what.
ah crap.
i'm sorry sam,
if you're reading this.
i hope that all's good for you in melbourne.
shit, just mentioning the name scares me.
i'm going to miss you dear friend.

yesterday was just bad bad bad.
i cant wait for school to start and live in jurong.
shit man.

camp was a success and i'm so so so so so happy!
the games that i was fretting over for 72 hours nonstop.
was a success with many people saying "damn fun" at the end!
cheerios!!
and the session,
was exactly as i pictured it in my mind.
for both sessions,
the people were just great,
except for some little kids which i hate to mention.
new frienships made,
old ones renewed.
aww hahah this sounds so cheesy,
but ya! love it.

Sydney on the first day was good cos it was..
shopping!!!
yeayeayeaaaaaaa awesome therapy.
the items there were surprisingly cheap,
to my delight.
lolol.
somehow i think i didnt buy enough?
the shopping was therapeutic,
BUT
the cost of the food was..
ouch!
my sis and i just had yum cha for tea,
four dishes cost us A$20.
zomg heartpain.
their wanton mee was $12,
so shouldn't we thank GOd for $2.80 pontian wanton mee here?
hahaha.

weather was cold like nothing over there,
i wore a record six layers of clothing there
even though the temp was only what, 16degrees?
hahah i'm damn weakkkkk!
was walking throughh the streets,
George street! hahha my favourite street.
saw at the QVB Country Road!
woo yay finally.
and yes eliz and tang,
i went to buy the bag!
i felt that it was a buy i deserved.
HEH :p

sunday was, i gotta say
the best of all.
because we went uphill to the blue mountains to see the very lovely views.
and i'm not a fan of sightseeing,
so this is really something that made me go WOWOWOWOW!!
yup,
we also saw the Sydney olympic park.
bet you guys forgot that sydney held the olympics back in 2000!
then on monday,
we went to the harbour bridge and opera house!
wah nicenicenice.
it was cold,
but sun was shining,
so it was HOT and COLD!
hahah sing the song.......
joke..
it was yumcha again for lunch.
the irony,
i fell in love with yumcha during this stay in Australia!
hahha angmo country and chinese food.
yummy!
next time go yumcha,
jio me!

basically the worst time i had during the whole trip was on the way back on the plane,
where it was so hotttt and stuffy!
i sat window seat,
which meant HOt and Cold again.
it was terrible,
panadol and some pill my mum gave
and i kept asking for water that,
the air stewardess all knew that i wanted water whenever i looked up.
they were nice.
but i was feeling quite guity.
ohwell.

mild mild fever and flu and sorethroat
made me almost shit in my pants when kevin told me they were symptoms.
and the most "comforting" thing he told me when i touched down
"WHat, why eat panadol? you know that paracetamol stays in your liver for four years?!"
sian.
but i was too tired and just crashed on my bed.

next day,
sorethroat and slight flu,
though no fever.
mother brought me see doctor at hougang polyclinic.
when they heard i went sydney,
they ordered for me to go ttsh.
so overrated right.
sent me to A&E,
the ambulance i was on sounded the siren.
so ACTION leh!
hahahha.
did basically all the procedures for FULL body checkup.
after SIX hours,
cleared.
Amen amen i say to you.
hahah thanks for those who prayed (:
this is followed by seven days of quarantine.
-no comments-

driving has thus been postponed till further notice,
sorry guys.
cant be the first to drive yall out for supper and fun.
wait for rachel,
her's is soon.
but dont forget to still pray for me. HEE
((:

Hayley Williams from Paramore has such a legendary and awesome voice,
her opening of Hallelujah is totally imba.
have a listen to her opening, though it isnt clear.



please pray for nativity church camp that'll be on 15-18june,
that the turnout will be good and for fine weather.
proper flow of programme and also enjoyment in the spirit of god.
haha.
in the midst of convincing my sister to go,
and i am secretly impressed with my psycho-bility,
cos she's actually considering going!
woooots!

oh man,
the song Straitjacket feeling is stuck in my head now thanks to kevin!
omg haha what an emo song, the underlying meaning is piercing.
speaking of emo songs with deep meanings,
here's a recommendation i got from clara's blog!
it's called Goodbye my almost lover.
it goes in sync with so many shows!
One tree hill, Final fantasy and even Naruto!
hahaha sweet.

Yesterday went for amplify and followed by rochor tauhuay.
it's nice,
but i think selegie at my house is the best! wooo!
hahaha then it was off to macs for some studying
which i have to admit my stamina to stay up is seriously lowwww.
but i shall pick up my pace when august come! yay!
jiayou for your prelims, must study hard and do well!
be motivated every step of the way and dont give up even in the midst of temptation!
haha, i will push you on!!

stuck at home now cos my maid's not back yet.
i got a big fat shock this morning when i realised she wasnt at home.
went to my ahma house only to realise she's helping my ahma.
bad shock man.
maid not back yet,
so means i'll probably have to give frisbee a miss! but hopefully basketball can still be on!
followed by session planning,
which i'm quite scared overall, because i'm praying that everything will fall into place and not screw up on the day itself.
it's gonna be one hell of a hectic schedule,

still having to add in driving lessons.
which have been driving me gaga!
i'm already into ten lessons and i'm still stalling.
this is pathetic or what.
especially on tues when lesson was ultimate classic.
i did something whacky and ultra mega malu.
think ubi drivers condemn me cos of my holding up of the traffic.
:/ sorry drivers.
and all that's said about the thrill of driving,
it comes with a price to pay, literally.
i'm clueless as to how to pay the fees for subsequent lessons cos my job's over.
borrowing from mother is my last resort.
going to part time (give out flyers, tuition)
anybody interested? call me thanks.

now gonna blog for flea markets to curb my tight budget!
yayyy! cant wait!

blogging from elizabeth's house now, with a new blog(name)! haha after much hesitation i decided to just settle for this MUNDANE name. but simple and nice la huh. lolol.
just ate some really good food, kudos to eliz and her maid, wahahaha i love the fish. and vege. good thing rachel dont like vege, i can eat her share. just kidding.
this blogging reminds me of secondary school days. oh the good old days.

and yeaaa! i'll be staying with polarbear in hostel!
this is so exciting and i just cant wait!
new environment, new friends, new everything!
wooooots!

gonna spend days exercising playing shopping eating!
yeayeayea.
oh rachel's asking if SWIMMING or RUNNING burns more fats.
comments anybody? hahaha doubt there'll be any since this is A new bloggg!
:D:D:D

i want to go out!!!!!!! but i dont want to spend money.
possible?
hmmm...
jobless people do help me think of ideas? (:

yayyyyyyyy to elizabeth for inviting us to her place for good food,
oh which reminds me that i should reply her email soon so that the feast may soon commence!
yeaaa foodie alert ON!

mahjong too. rachel is opening her house. coolios!
ahahahaha that is her slang.
better grab her while she's available (and before BLOCK LEAVE starts!!!)
HAHAHAH.
damn.

for school go-ers,
PUSH HARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ((:

elizabeth thinks i'm blogging trash when i'm not :/
you'll regret when i stop blogging.
dont know anything about my life,
dont scold me for being dao okay.

alright maybe i am writing trash.
night world.
night you.

I actually found this on a food website,
how nice!
to all my friends..
elizabeth i think you'll like this. haha!




Fold two hands together
And express a dash of sorrow
Marinate it overnight
And work on it tomorrow

Chop one grudge in tiny pieces
Add several cups of love
Dredge with a large sized smile
Mix with the ingredients above

Dissolve the hate within you
By doing a good deed
Cut in and help your friend
If he should be in need

Stir in laughter, love, and kindness
From the heart it has to come
Toss with genuine forgiveness
And give your neighbor some

The amount of people served
Will depend on you
It can serve the whole wide world
If you really want it to

I'M SO SICK OF FORGETTING TO TAP EZLINK CARD AT EXIT !!!!!!!!!!!!! ):
no more moolah ):

YOU're hot then you're cold, you're yes then you're no ):

on a lighter note,
driving will be three times this week (:
no more work for(ever) till school starts (:
baking for fun (:
camp is coming soon (:
can catch up with you, you, and you more often! (:

ah ha, the (: outweigh the ):
good good happy happy.

Phrase Of The Day: The Best You Can Get Is Vertical Horizon.
(:

status of rowena:

hot
craving for savoury salty food
broke
verrrrry HOT
fat
verrrrry poor
hyperactive
dehydrated
facially-ruined
pissed off
debt-ridden
fat
sinful
bored
hungry
feeling hot (even after cold shower and aircon blasting alr!)

:/

nah dont say i dont reply to people who tag me.
hahaha

white chip macadamia cookies are addictive,
and sometimes i wish i had an endless supply of it at home.
let's fully utilise the fantastic deal of subway while it's still on yeaaa!
(:

happened to watch a short part of Don't Ignore Diabetes one evening,
and it literally scared me to bits.
made me reflect and think,
SHIT i'm damn unhealthy!
cos it just so happened that i was chewing[spamming rather] on sweets at that time.
and i could well be paving my way to doomsday if i dont discipline myself soon.
it sucks to keep in moderation, seriously.
like how huimin likes SALTY food,
i cannot live without sweets.
damn.
okay slowly, i will try
maybe after the subway deal is over.
hahaha.

yesterday,
jacqueline foo made my day for the first time in the longest time.
then later in the night,
or should i say in the MORNING,
tan huimin made me smile too!
praise God times seven million!

because i feel like suddenly i see a door in front of me half open,
with a very shiny beam of light behind it,
waiting for me to open,
and walk into it.

retail therapy is simply too good to be true!
and it's taking a huge toll on my pocket man.
i am terrrrrrible!
shizdamnit
gotta scrimp and save and stinge,
big time.
i know this sounds typical and so cliche,
but i know i can do it!
not like i havent done so before!
i'll try!
plus i've got rachel as my nanny,
and i as hers,
we can conquer the world!
haha joke :D

been treating myself really well with
Taken and Wolverine!
two really interesting movies,
though i would say that Taken is so much nicer!
yes action packed,
yet with such a deep message lying behind the scenes and bloodshed.
love the show.
catch it before it stops airing!
talk about treat,
did i mention retail therapy is really something,
that nothing can beat?
hahaha yea yea yea.
i could go on all day,
even window shopping is fun
:D :D
not forgetting that you must shop with the RIGHT people.
haha thankfully for me,
i've been having ALL the right people with me ((:

before i forget,
underdogs rule the planet!
three cheers to innova for the splendid performance at sbc.
the match was just pure euphoria for the team,
and their supporters,
ie ME.
hahahha this hype about basketball,
feels good to see smell feel basketball again!
smells like old times,
t34's imba performance.
lovethem!
lol feel old talking about them.

on a random note,
i came to a sudden realisation that
i actually like my job after all.
it is only now when i want to quit,
that i have to wrap up all my assignments.
and i am forced to communicate and lias with people from other company,
that i come find out that i enjoy the challenge in completing the task on hand,
and talking to the people from all walks of life.
yay!
if only everyday can be as challenging as the past two days!
suddenly, i dont wanna quit anymore.
wow it's double goodness!
enjoyment of work, and getting pay.
it keeps getting better!
thank GOD.

finally,
i wanna say that
i love Just Dance by
lady GAGA!
woohoo!
hahaha.
my favourite part:
Half psychotic, sick, hypnotic
Got my blueprint electronic

:D :D

How can I keep from singing

There is an endless song
Echoes in my soul
I hear the music ring

And though the storms may come
I am holding on
To the rock I cling

How can I keep from singing Your praise
How can I ever say enough
How amazing is Your love
How can I keep from shouting Your name
I know I am loved by the King
And it makes my heart want to sing

I will lift my eyes
In the darkest night
For I know my Savior lives

And I will walk with You
Knowing You'll see me through
And sing the songs You give

I can sing in the troubled times
Sing when I win
I can sing when I lose my step
And fall down again
I can sing 'cause You pick me up
Sing 'cause You're there
I can sing 'cause You hear me, Lord
When I call to You in prayer
I can sing with my last breath
Sing for I know
That I'll sing with the angels
And the saints around the throne

How can I keep from singing Your praise
How can I ever say enough
How amazing is Your love
How can I keep from shouting Your name
I know I am loved by the King
And it makes my heart want to sing

i want a lot a lot a lot of chocolate, dark chocolate.

i'm missing thailand and our crazy routine when we were there everyday!
hahaha
ELIZABETH PLEASE SEND ME ALL THE PHOTOS OF THAILAND AND AGGIE'S BIRTHDAY THANKS! ((:

i cant wait to go back to bangkok in the near future cos there are just so many things to shop and see that i've yet to!
hahaha perhaps in december?? =D
pre-bangkok, bangkok and post-bangkok days have been really good.
and i'm really having second thoughts about keeping my job now.
i figured, the next time i'll ever have so much free time in my hand to spend,
would be retirement years.
so... i wanna do something unusual and unconventional!
okay, something besides the ordinary.
signing up for the Asian Youth Games in June/July,
and gonna see what else i can do for society.
ahhahaha bo bian,
wanna get into sociology course,
must try to infuse some socio-ism into my life =D

well well,
aggie's birthday was a short one which was enjoyable as usual.
hahah fall short of the fact that we were too full/tired to go macs for breakfast and just cabbed back.
yayy i cant wait for shi zi lu kou!!!!!
haaha these are some of the shots i took,
which i bet they were unaware.











then it was to chomps! we had the big walk from chomps to hougang mall! can anyone beat that. HAHAHA



well well, i cant wait to quit job soon, so that i can live life more fulfilled.
meanwhile, in the short run,
i'm gonna chiong hard, work hard and PRAY hard for this monday!
pray for me yup!
((:

I had to share this!


Random Chuck Norris Facts that'll really make you go WTH. lmao!.

Chuck Norris CAN lick his elbow.

Chuck Norris doesn't breathe, he holds air hostage.

Chuck Norris can strike a match on a bar of soap.

Chuck Norris can dribble a football.

Chuck Norris can clap with one hand.

Chuck Norris can divide by zero..

When taking the SAT, write "Chuck Norris" for every answer. You will score over 8000.

Chuck Norris ordered a Big Mac at Burger King, and got one.

It takes Chuck Norris 20 minutes to watch 60 Minutes.

Chuck Norris once ate an entire bottle of sleeping pills. They made him blink.

Industrial logging isn't the cause of deforestation. Chuck Norris needs toothpicks.

Chuck Norris doesnt wear a watch, HE decides what time it is.

Chuck Norris uses 8'x10' sheets of plywood as toilet paper.

http://www.chucknorrisfacts.com

Team Hoyt. Truly inspiring.

When life seems wrong.

when bored- eat sweets
when frustrated- eat icecream
when sad- eat chocolates

gosh, rowena you fatshit.

weekdays are taxing, always pull me thin from day to night, like a rubberband pulled apart.
weekends on the contrary, make me feel so bored....
when you're bored, do personality tests (which might not be true, but makes you psycho yourself into believing that they are, and you feel happy when you decide that yes, the outcomes of these tests indeed depict your life)
ha..ha..ha...

what kind of person you are:
Part1: You are always willful and most of the time you are a stubborn person. However, you love to work with others and are quite honest, which makes you good to get along with as a friend or lover.
Part2: You are an outgoing and cheerful person. Although you get frustrated sometimes, you get through hard times easily and are joyful again.

Your friendly personality makes you attractive in the eyes of the opposite sex, but this makes your spouse feel insecure. Your lack of emotion is a disadvantage, but your candor has made you popular.

Friends of your gender find it hard to understand you because of your innocent thinking. But this is your advantage as it attracts members of the opposite sex who have the same personality as you.

what attracts you in the opposite sex:
You think he or she is a very smart one. You love his/her brain.

what your spending capacity is like:
To others, you may appear to be very stingy, but you have the ability to earn money and you won't spend it caressly. You have full control over your money matters.

this is rly cute, it's called the smiling elephant test! :
You are happiest when you're on a trip.
Even zookeepers would have trouble figuring out why an elephant was smiling! In other words, the answer you chose is a true reflection of what would make you happy at this moment. Imagine what would put a smile on your face--and make it a reality.
(P.S, thailand has many elephants!(:)

Result of a "animal test" (lol)
A kind of person you will be attracted to in a real life situation is those who are unbridled and free
In the process of courtship, the approach that makes you feel irresistible is being moody. Blowing hot and cold in love is exciting.
The impression you'd like to give to your lover is optimistic.
One reason that would make you break up with your partner is insecurity.
The kind of relationship you'd like to build with your partner is one where you can talk about everything and anything. No secrets are kept.
Would you commit adultery? Society and morality worry you. You wouldn't do anything wrong after marriage.
About marriage, you are afraid of marriage. You think it would take away your freedom.
About love, at this moment, you don't want to be tied by a steady relationship. You just want to flirt.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/

the quiz is true to only a certain extent. go try it for fun. haha. but do your work first yea. this is just a time filler. haha ok idk what i'm talking abuot, it's the saturday morning blues. lol

this is sweet song and she has a lovely voice, ithink.

thank you for listening to my rantings and hurling of vulgarities in expressing the deep frustration i had when i saw the pink slip. i thought it through and am aye okay now (:

throughout the course of the week, i spoke to many with really good grades who're signing up for the same course as me. i feel my position compromised!! haha but i shall not be shaken. read Isaiah 55:11! been kinda forced to read scriptures this week in the many meetings we had with camp comm. meetups and sharings, though brief, has made me come to appreciate little things in lfe.

the ultimate was the planning of the games, we literally just whack all our orientation and past camp experiences. and the games basically revolved around FLOUR MUD SOAP. omgwtfbbqqqqq! hahahah it's so gonna be hell lot of fun. hhaha sorry i take back the word 'hell', keeping in mind this is A church camp.

ok. for being so mean with my game ideas, i got my retribution. my partner has to back out from organising camp session cos he's some final year attachment project which forbids him to come church to help :s jiayou rowena, with the help of trudy and russell.

i've come to terms with the ways of life. you give and take. you have ups and downs. good times and bad. that's why life isnt a bed of roses. AND, even if it was a bed of roses, do remember that the roses have thorns on them.

Ah ha. life's like a sandwich made by your mother. you like the ham and the cheese. but you hate the lettuce and wholemeal bread. your mother (out of love) forces you to down the sandwich because it's for your own good. Life's like that. you're forced to live your life and accept, come what may. good is bound to be accompanied by bad. just tell yourself that "I LOVE LETTUCE AND WHOLEMEAL BREAD" and you'll love life.

does this make sense? cos i've been thinking a lot about such stuff recently. like, you want a good thing that you've been thinking so much about to happen to you. and the likelihood of it happening is actually really slim. you then brood over that thing that failed to happen, and dont look around your surrounding at all the other wonderful things that in fact, did happen!

it is said that singaporeans are not happy people because they cant find a reason to be happy. but. they forgot that it's not because singaporeans have NO reason to be happy, but on the contrary, are spoilt for choice over the things to be happy about! and because it perpetually seems NOT enough, they remain souls in misery. it is this discontented and undecided mindset which they refuse to alter or modify that causes this feeling, ordeal. manmade self-inflicted catastrophe. so uncalled for.

so i've decided i'll be happy and contented with whatever happens in my life, walk it well and live it to the full. afterall, every sixty seconds spent upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back, remember?

do you live to eat or eat to live?
they say food is therapeutic when you're feeling down,
or just need a little random something to perk you up!
occasionally, simply looking at them puts a smile on my face,
somehow!

the sweetest donut ever received

simple pleasures that satisfy loved ones around you

extra extra chocolate for the sweet tooth

a smile that wins over the emo heart. haha.

doesnt matter if it's real, or just mms

what better treat for easter? good old memories that i'll always keep.

to look not only at the cake, but the effort gone into getting the cake (:

to have a taste of frosty even though its not christmas

does this tickle you? it did for me! rofl!

must-have indulgence for yourself. orgasmic. haha

melted icecream and chocolate sauce- speaks a thousand words

a toast to friends, food, LIFE! :D

music <3

copied this from nat cos i felt random. feeling..

1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 4 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got it from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Always- Bon Jovi

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Hallelujah- Paramore

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Money Honey- State of shock (oh definitely!)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
All i want is you- Juno OST (cheeeesy! hahah)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Above all- Michael w. smith

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Your guardian angel- Red jumpsuit apparatus (DUH, OF COURSE LA)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
What hurts the most- Rascal flatts (ouch)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Dear God- avenged sevenfold (hmmmm...)

WHAT IS 2+2?
Wake up call- Maroon 5

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Mouth shut- The Veronicas (nooo la)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
You give love a bad name- Bon jovi (OMG yes)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
In the end- Linkin Park (eh eh i is not emo)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Plug in baby- Muse

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Bohemian Rhapsody- Queen

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Pressure- Paramore (shouldnt it be the opposite?haha)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Just Stand up- Various artists (yeaaa!)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Stop and stare- One Republic (HAHAHHA why not!? can you imagine??!?)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Close to you- THe carpenters (cheeeeesy again)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Glass to the arson- Anberlin

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Pretend- Secondhand Serenade

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Shakespeare in love- Layla Kaylif (that's quite extreme)

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
When it all falls apart- The veronicas

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Stronger- Kanye West

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
About a girl- The academy is (i'm thinking of a certain someone)

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Wont go home without you- Maroon 5

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
When you look me in the eyes- Jonas Brothers (:|)

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Tiger Lily- Matchbook romance

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Say (all i need)- One republic

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Circus- Britney spears (totally no link lol)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Fences- Paramore

hahaha seriously,
what's with accumulating good karma just five days before A level results?
when i first heard of it,
it was really quite lame.
Had this coversation with yifan which made me laugh.

yf: ask you, which is better? give up your seat to an elderly, or not sitting down at all in the first place?
me: giving up your seat to elderly lor.
yf: really?
me: is there a difference?
yf: i think i did a good deed today
me: oh give up seat ah. you mean you usually dont??
yf: haha. no.
me: tskk.
yf: trying to generate good karma before release of results!

the conversation went on with cursing-results remarks.
and same for other conversations that i had with other people.
since i got the news on monday,
been in a daze throughout.
thankfully it's thursday already.
no idea what i'm gonna do to pass tonight.

i told mother that results release at 2.30pm,
and that if she doesnt' receive my call by 4pm,
she should know what it means.
it's never felt so bad,
so pessimistic,
so hopeless.
dang.
better slog hard now so that i save enough money and working experience
to tide me through my (bleak)future.

gonna step into college for the first time in 3months!
whee!
i am an heir of a glorious kingdom! (:

Designed a report,
wholeheartedly.
I was really satisfied with the outcome yea.
Handed it up to be vetted.
"the column is not aligned"
"that part is not bolded"
"why is this heading not in upper case"
"invoice header should be right aligned"
The remarks go on and on.
And i was immediately reminded
of jc days.
back when mr. t would make us writ an essay during double gp periods.
i chose some essay pertaining to third world countries vs first.
wrote an essay that i was pleased with,
only to have it pinpointed and criticised by him.
planting big red crosses on my once clean script.
one word goes through my mind:
SIAN.

this feeling is coming back all over again.
but they say it's a parcel of working life.
i accept it.
and i will learn.
(:

hahaha gosh.
i think i'm the only one who cant wait for A's results to be released.
eh but i'm not weird...

it's confirmed,
ben said results coming out on march 6.
finally the wait is about to end,
and i thought it through already.
if i can get into uni, good.
if i cannot get into uni, good also.
our lives are already set,
just waiting for us to live it.
i shall accept everything in my stride
and receive the results with an open mind and heart.

i love candid now.
i realised i have lots of candid pictures,
of almost everyone.
AND yes i mean everyone.
HAHAH am itching to post some really nice funny ones.
wouldn't it be nice?
(:


aggie! if you rmb this, you sent this to me when i was really down. really realy down. haha thanks buddy!

today was a gratifying day, though there were still some setbacks early in the morning which i shall not mention, so as not to dampen my uplifted mood.

went for morning mass which was quite sweet, cos i got to see kiddos perform their drama during homily. yes, this is one of the rare moments that i actually do not dislike kids. haha.

met marcus and gareth at 401 to discuss some stuff about publicity, and i'm really glad to say we're actually done 7788! hahahaha, what an efficient team we make ho ho ho! nyc 2009 ftw! (: it's times like these that i think serving God can be fun?

gotta admit i'm in the "okay-you-should-start-learning-to-be-matured" mode now, like finally. borrowed 3 books. For One More Day by Mitch ALbom; The Alchemist and Veronika Decides To Die by Paulo Coelho. All are reflective and life-embracing novels. yay! rowena can hopefully start to grow up after attempting this philosophical path, HAHAHA.

After lectors' meeting, i went to trudy's house to discuss the spiritual imput for next week's meeting. i really wasnt expecting anything cos trudy's usually the more enthu one about planning and i do the eye power (and ear). and she was sick today! :( but to my surprise, i think it went quite well, and was decided that the theme for the imput be openness. Openness to God's word, grace and will, and also the leadership that we're under. i'm happy!

so many things to do, so little time. yet to apply for PDL. cant waaaaaaait to get behind the wheels man! and also, to prepare tang's gift before she leaves. will totally miss her. with the help of the rest, gonna make her the most memorable gift ever! finally, we're booking the thailand hotel and everything's confirming soon. it's like a dream come true yeaa. i pray that rachel is able to come with us!jiayou rachel!!


question: are you sad?
answer: definitely not (:

today i thought of you.
the happy and the sad.

and i thought of now.
why cant now be as simple as it used to be in the past?
why is it that i have to go through this,
which i thought i never ever would have to?
stupid rowena.
bringing this upon yourself.
you should never have even gotten started.
for now,
you're caught trapped in this web that seems to be
getting more and more tangled,
the more you try to break free.

double double, toil and trouble.
why the fuck did i get myself into this shit in the first place?

today was just stapling of brochures at office and hence gave me much time to think about a lot of stuff.
like how would results day be like!

1. so happy that i go out with friends, far east!!
2. so happy that i go for a movie with the six of them!
3. so upset that i just stone in class
4. so upset that i sit inside the toilet and remain aimless.
5. so upset that i go for sushi buffet and start binging
6. so upset that i just go home and switch off the brain.
7. so upset that i wanna call someone and cry to that someone
8. so upset that i need someone to just be there, even to speak nothing.
9. so upset that i just sit at the bustop, not daring to go home

and wow, the upsets overweigh the happys!
tells a lot.
i dont need A A B,
just something not ugly please Lord.
i just want some assurance,
and due credit from the (hard) work that i did put in.

pray for me?
that on results day,
that i'll have the serenity to accept whatever comes.
that i can at least meet with the five of them,
and know that they're also doing fine..

is it really march6?
can it be later?
:(

Dressed up to the eyes
It's a wonderful surprise
To see your shoes and your spirits rise
Throwing out your frown
And just smiling at the sound
And as sleek as a shriek
Spinning round and round
Always take a big bite
It's such a gorgeous sight
To see you in the middle of the night
You can never get enough
Enough of this stuff
It's Friday
I'm in love

Because i am not as articulate in my expression as elizabeth in the illustrations of my feelings with my very limited creativity, i shall sum up the gist of my thoughts in four words:

i'm getting damn fat.

on and about
with work and supper with the friends.
i cannot wait for so many things to happen.

for 18feb to come so i can pass ftt and start driving so as to save money on stupid ezlink topups.
for results day to come so i can end this antagonising and what seems like a neverending wait.
gosh.
for march to end so that april can come.
for the thailand trip in april which i believe will be AMAZING.
for my life to pass faster so that i dont have to ponder over unnecessary things that cloud my mine and put a frown on my face all the time.
for a clearer picture?
for some enthusiasm so that i can stop slacking and get on my feet to exercise.
for God to pave a smooth path for me to walk my life.

realised that i've been blogging in point form recently.
organised. just some "values" i inculcated from working in office.

F.
some beetle just landed on me that caused me to leap out of my seat and shriek.
is this a way perking me up from my laid back listless self?
ITS NOT WORKING.

tgif.
really, TG.

i've learnt,
to treasure life.
to live it to the full.
it's too short,
shouldnt even slow down.
there are so many things to do,
so many things to say.
everyone around me suddenly seem so important,

too important
- to not forgive their wrongdoings
- to ignore
- to miss out on any opportunity to see them
- to be upset over petty issues
- to look at the bad and overlook the good
- to resent
- to have cold war with
- to use swear words and shoot dagger stares
- to take for granted
- to think they'll always be there and so i dont have to bother

i want to
care more,
smile more,
laugh more,
joke more,
talk more,
love more.

to all the people out there whom i care for(you know it's YOU!!),
please know i do.
(:

If i told you i love you, can i keep you forever?
Casper the ghost (friendly meh?)

work's just getting fun
cos i got to do some really challenging stuff like for the first time
instead of just doing the dull printing photocopying shit.
cant wait for work on monday. hahaha more so because..
i left my charger in the office! sian.
i'll probably be uncontactable by sunday afternoon? but whatever. ahhahah

zouk flea market ftw man,
followed by some ideas for the gift of our beloved
who's departing for melbourne soon :(
time really flies man!
we've yet to take a proper picture together!
rachel,
let's squeeze some brainjuices (for the first time since after A's)
for the ideas ok?
[P.S I WINK BACK AT YOU]
hahhaa tang better not know that i'm typing this.

christiannanana there haven't been anything that i havent told you.
on the contrary,
it's more like you who've been so fishy..
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
but alas,
i'm not nosey parker.
won't pry open your mouth if you don't wanna say anything.
HAHA.
justkidding my dear.


fly me to the moon,
even if it's the day time :D

Feeling random.
cant wait for thailand!!!
hee if can (:

i think anyone who can play the drums is absolutely charming (but of cos better if it's piano)

i live to eat, not eat to live

favourite breakfast/lunch/dinner/dessert/hightea/supper is TAU huey

music is my life

i'm an extremely slow learner

i hate people who dont have a mind of their own

i thank God i'm a girl is cos i think NS is scary shit

just looking at dark chocolates make me smile

xiao niang re made me more proud to be chinese

wanna earn my first million by 30! HAHA

this is random, due to the influence of some random people.

shows how ignorant i've been.

hey, if you're reading this, it's for you.

Jason Mraz- A Beautiful Mess

You’ve got the best of both worlds
You’re the kind of girl who can take down a man,
And lift him back up again
You are strong but you’re needy,
Humble but you’re greedy
Based on your body language,
your shouted cursive I’ve been reading
You’re style is quite selective,
though your mind is rather reckless
Well I guess it just suggests
that this is just what happiness is

Hey, what a beautiful mess this is
It’s like picking up trash in dresses

Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you write
Kind of turn themselves into knives
And don't mind my nerve you can call it fiction
‘Cause I like being submerged in your contradictions dear
‘Cause here we are, here we are

And through timeless words in priceless pictures
We’ll fly like birds not of this earth
And tides they turn and hearts disfigure
But that’s no concern when we’re wounded together
And we tore our dresses and stained our shirts
But it’s nice today, oh the wait was so worth it

this has been an eventful week,
many things happened that made me think.
think a lot.
maybe i shouldnt think too much.

how time really flies,
january is almost over and we're on to february.
2008 was a fast year,
and i reckon so will 2009.
time's passing far too fast for me to waste it away.
i must grab hold to every opportunity i can,
and not waste life away.

godma told me about word of God today.
i've been not depending on it,
that's why my life's been topsy-turvy.
hahah perhaps?
i dont know.
but i sure am looking forward to a more vibrant 2009
life.
dont we all?

i want surprises!
life's been too mundane already..
“Surprise is the greatest gift which life can grant us.”

just passed my btt on monday,
and am so thankful to God!
hahah this time, must thank him.
cos i really really didnt do it based on merit.
i only got like 42 for my trial?!
it was terrible.
consulted my cousin and mother,
and literally scrutinized the test qns up down left right centre.
not forgetting that i clutched the rosary ring throughout the test?
haha it gave christi blessings too! (:
yay! cant wait for final theory test on 18feb,
then it's off to the roads!

been happy happy these few days,
keeping in contact with impt people in my life.
(:
hmm really brights up my mundane lifestyle of office work everyday 9-6.
haha. the weekends have really become something great a deal to look forward to!

just a couple of things that i've been taking for granted the past twelve years.
and i'm sure my fellow cohort do feel the exact sme pinch as i do:

1) skyrocketing price of ezlink fare
-wahbiang this is ultimate, forget to tap your card once and you can jolly well say bye to $2plus? and minimum fare deduction of $0.71.. ouch!

2) school
- not going to sch to meet familiar faces to crap and share jokes once holidays are over feels a little weird

3) Cheaper canteen food
- yea it's not like canteen food's any big deal, but it's only $2, Excluding gst! (hmm yes, i'm beginning to sound stingy. BUT it's the truth!)

4)PE
- ahh, no more compulsory twice a week exercise means an increase in the bumming around at home and as what christi mentioned, growing (Sideways) rapidly :s

5) pocket money
- dont know abt you guys, but now needing to work to finance my own spending, transport, food, driving lessons blah blah, is real tiring. finally know what my parents go through.

yeaa and the list probably goes on just that i havent got sufficient brain cells to think cos they've mostly been sucked up by the computer radiation that i've been absorbing for the past 7-8 hours in front of this PC.

dang.