sometimes, i guess there are things which you have to let go. you cant cling on to them for long. it's not up to you, whether you want it or not, rather, it's up to whether that thing wants to cling on to you.

you may think it's funny, but did you realise that it is when you have lost something that you realise its true worth. Usually when it is just by your side, you do not even give a damn. you treat it like as if it will be by your side forever.
but you're wrong.

however, even when you lost something, that is so dear and precious to you, you have to move on nonetheless. you cant keep thinking and brooding about that thing. you still have to move on in life.

you only live this once, so treasure the things that are within your reach now. and don't wait until they are gone that you realise their true worth.

today spent like 5 hours at exPo.
at Sitex 2005.
there were many BIG companies.
like Dell, Creative, Compac, Toshiba, Hitachi, Starhub, Nokia, NEC, Razer, D-link, Philips, Hewlett packard, Harvey Norman, Apple, JVC, Panasonic, Sony, BenQ, Acer, Akira, Canon, Samsung
and the list goes on, you name it, they got it.

and i went there to give out flyers.
not easy finding a prime spot to give out,
and people give you that sort of "get away frm my territory" look..
but good thing i thick skin
dun care abt how ppl look at me.
jus give and give.
many rejections.
i saw ppl literally crushing the paper in front of my face.
but wad to do.
this is life.
=)

i'm so tired now!
just finish watching "she diao ying xiong zhuan"
on channel U.
it's super nice!!
with all those martial arts experts.
damn cool!
whoohoo!
really worth watching.
haha.

anyway.
tmr i'm goin expo again.
it's last day of Sitex.

these few days have been..
went thru 2 job interviews.
and end up with NO job.
one was due to religion problem.
another was a fraud.

the first job interview involve selling calenders
with indian gods in it.
we were supposed to sell it at
yishun open field,
where they had some indian celebrations.
my dad strictly disagreed.

the second job.
we thought it would be safe.
we went thru interview..
got the job.
it ended up being a fraud,
a cheat company.
Jue shi marketing.
it has means of cheating ppl
into filling in lucky draws.
and upon collecting the ppl's particulars,
they just treat them like shit.
i chanced upon a forum criticising this company,
which i suppose is affiliated to Oriental Travel.
my parents were oso cheated by Oriental Travel.
wad bad luck.
thank GOD my mum strictly disagreed to me working
so i quit before the rest.
later at night.
we had conference.
and surfed the net for Jue Shi Marketing (JSM)
all their scams/frauds/cheats filled the results page.
wth.

anyway.
it's thru these trials we face
that mould us into wiser ppl
who are able to discern.
and to prepare us for the harsh reality
of the ourside world, which
awaits us..

harry potter and the goblet of fire was a blast!!!

very nice!!

everyone should watch it!! man oh man.

i'm so addicted to harry potter now.

think i might go read the whole series.

yea.. ashamed to say that i have nvr read a single HP book. =p

went for a job interview too.

and got the job.

working together with eliz sam huimin

hope i earn the bucks!

ahh.. so many THINGS happen

and i guess i kinda grow more mature as a result of

these THINGS.

i dunno..

jac and eunice told me

about..

ME.

how i changed and all..

why is it so difficult

to tell me things straight to my face?

is it that hard?

it took me a long time before i culd squeeze info from those 2 ppl.

supposedly my good frens.

in fact i think 2 of my closest frens.

why.

why..

why...

but i've been thinking.

thinking deep.

i'll change for the better.

back to the old me.

yes.

i'll try.

=)

sad things aside.

tmr i'm gonna watch harry potter and the goblet of fire preview!!

i'm gonna watch before everyone else does!!

yeah!!!

i'm so fascinated.

cos everyone knows i hardly see movies.

and now..

thanks to aggie and rachel..

book ticket for me before i even agree.

the miraculous thing being..

my mum allowed!!!

aaHAHA.

this is simply hilarious.

i'm over the moon.

yeah..

shan't think about unhappy things.

always look on the bright side of life!

-ciao

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