i am getting old before i really wanna even admit it
:/
kana made fun off by mark and gareth about my compaq laptop.

mark: now compaq laptops all got the big Q as the logo, yours still using the traditional "compaq" logo ah. HAHAHA
me: its still functioning well okay! dont discriminate!
mark: is it windows 98
-glances at the screen-
mark: WAH. using Vista ah. aiseh, so ancient, i still thought 98 leh
me: idiot!!!

i still took heart to know that despite the age of the laptop,
it was still within its functional means.
hence i DENOUNCED their valueless comments.
lol.

rachel came over for a short while to chill,
and the moment she touched my phone,
it blanked out.

rachel: ro! what happen? did i jinx your phone?
me: i think you did leh. HA.
rachel: wahlao where got so qiao!
me: shit, i think i dropped it during church meeting just now! lcd screen cui alr!
rachel: haha please, get a new phone and stop using this lao pok one!

what she says is true even though my nokia hols sentimental value
with me these TWO years!!!
sighs.
this is too sudden an influx of techonological crises for me to bear.
might take a toll on my pocket too.
not to mention i'm not the only child my parents are providing for.
BUT BUT BUT
thankfully my sister's willing to let me have a phone with the upgrade of her plan.
:D great sister!
woohoo thank god!

i'm loving the chinese new year holidays and i dont wish for school to resume!
i want longer breaks!!!
i love the thought of collecting angpows and
eating like there's no tomorrow.
funny thing, i love running after eating a lot too.
cant wait to stay fit after this sinful season.
haha! the irony of it all.
now now.
how to tell my mother i lost my specs!?!?!

so fast.
tmr is cny eve.
yet another year has passed.
what have i been doing the whole year?
doesnt seem like the beginning of the year.
the beginning for me somewhat started during july or august.
it must be the uni system,
weird time to start school.
but heard news that for my year 2,
school starts only on 30aug,
which means we have 4 solid months of holidays!
which means no slack,
but hard work man.
cannot waste time.
must prove my capability!
quite a lot of free time because
you're going for your internship.
but time will pass very fast yeaa!

keeping in mind that its the NEW year,
there are somethings that i need to do:
EAT MORE. hahaha i'm serious.
save more. cos my atm machine needs to breathe at time too.
talk more. firmly believe that class part is so crucial to score!
exercise more. cannot get complacent thinking that i am SO okayy, when i'm not.
pray more. because conversation with god is most effective of them all.
then there's also things to do less of, how could i forget.
EAT less. junk food la, what you thinking. i not anorexic pls.
pms less. cos you really dont deserve such shit, reallyyyyy.
facebook less. cos this evil crap is truly trashy.
bitch less. i'm not an angel myself to begin with. i know right.

the list can go on.
but i'm so sleepy i cant remember.
did i mention i lost my specs again.
on the train. damn it.
who is that arsehole who'd wanna take my weird-combi-of-degrees specs?
get a life please?

STUPIDiot

Say you gotta put the good with the bad, happy and the sad
So will you bring a better future than I had in the past
oh cause, I don't wanna make the same mistakes I did
I don't wanna fall back on my face again