school's over. so many things goin on during the hols. i really pray hard that i can cope. there's practically NO time for me to slack.



i tried to be perfect. it just wasn't worth it. i dunno how it got so bad.



all of a sudden. it feels like the world is on me. everyone is coming to me and saying loads of things. bad. and. good.



everybody's changing and i don't feel the same.



looking back, i think that i have changed so much. so have the people around me. why cant things just remain as they were? why must there be changes.



i don't want these things happening to be a part of my life. it's sick man.



it seems like i'm the only one clinging on to the past. everyone change. me too, yet i hope for the past. stupid. naive. immature. me.