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here to blog.. very unlike me rite? okok, anyway, i noe this template is getting boring.. this blog is literally rotting.. erm, i think i need eliz to come help me wid the blogskin again. I totally dunno how to change skin.

Anyway, i went malaysia sunway wid family on 10-12th nov.. hahahas can skip 2 trainings, shiok man.. bet the rest r slogging lyk siao in training. okok, i shant be so mean. well, it was a misfortune in disguise, the trip. on Day2, we went sunway, den i was lyk on the float in the lazy river. den i was having my specs wid me, but i wasn't wearing my specs. den i came down from the float, not realising dat my spes had dropped into the water. DAMN SHIT!!! the specs flowed away coz of the current in the water. NEVER FOUND MY DAMN SPECS EVER AGAIN. Now everything's a blur. Worse still, when i gave up trying to find me specs, i went up n found out dat my slippers were oso missing. WTH!!! wad rotten luck man. there couldn't be a more misfortunate day. it was a totally bad bad bad bad day for me. In the end i had to go back to the hotel BAREFOOTED!!! so malu can. the receptionist, securities, tourists n passer-bys were lyk looking at my feet throughout. worst thing being dat the ground was so piping hot. wah lau, my feet was lyk chao-da can. haiz, but thank God, we reached the hotel fast. hurry up wash my feet. hehe..

the entire remaining journey was a total misery. haiz, we went to the revolving tower in KL, could see the whole sight of KL 360 degress. so cool, so sad i couldn't see a thing. but good thing the twin towers were big enough for a half-blind person lyk me to see. heng arh, at least not a wasted trip.. den we went to this distant aunt's house, wah, it's a bungalow, it's super big. everything was coated gold ok.. [even the toilet paper holder was coated gold colour] everything was shimmering bright and glowing. too bad i didn't have a clear view of that magnificent bungalow. BECAUSE OF MY SPECS!!! haiz, i shouldn't brood abt it la.. they had two living rooms, one big garden and a whole collection of porcelein figurines and all types of bells. yes, as in those type of ring-ring-ring bells. splendid!!! the whole house was air-conditioned. yup, and i was freezing big time. haha, shan't go on talking about it to make you all jealous. hehe..

las day.. ate bak-kut-teh.. had headache because of the weather. started the journey back at 3.45, reached home only at 9.30... causeway was the dragger. ok, shall stop now.. byez..

Do you ever wanna run away


Do you lock yourself in your room


With the radio on turned up so loud


that no one hears you screaming

do you wanna be somebody else


are you sick of feeling so left out


are you desperate to find something more


before your life is over

I am finally able to come online. but not at home la... haiz, it's so boring now dat there's no school. haiz, i should be very happy now dat there's no school, but it's like got nothing to do at home. and funny thing is dat i sort of want to go back to school. but when i go back to school for training, i totally dread it, maybe it's because of the tirng, dreadful, tedious, tough training dat we face. wah lau, do foot-drill barefooted, so idiotic.

went to costa sands for bbq on tuesday nite. but my parents dun allow me to stay ova nite. dere was loads of food to eat, n at the end of it we barbecued marshmallows, but a lot of it was melted. but overall quite fun la, den dat sum41 cd was played, n so malu, i only noe 2 verses of We're all to blame in the whole cd. lol..

it's sooooo boring................

Do you ever feel like breaking down Do you ever feel out of place Like somehow you just dun belong And no one understands you

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?

Are you sick of everyone around?

With the big fake smiles and stupid lies,

While deep inside you’re bleeding?

No you dont know what it’s like,

When nothing feels alright,

You dont know what it’s like,

to be like ME

im blogging now
though i dun want to
zakiah
happy now?
haha
SA2 is over
im overjoyed
im doing nothing but slacking
gotta go now
well at least i blogged

























rite?

im so lazieee to blog, but nevertheless, i will. CT juz over, den yesterday had farewell night. it was qute a short performance, well actually, it was very short. Still, well done seniors. But, next year, the sec3s will do a better job :p prepare to see a one-of-a-kind farewell nite next yr. den the next day was npcc games day, held at Holy High, saw a lot of ppl. my group was playing captain's ball. *sucks* dat stupid SSS ppl, i hate them. well at least we managed to score 2 las minute goals, better than nothing. den at tug-of-war, we lost to nan chiau n holy high, got third. den TT, yiying ma'am got 1st runner-up =) and rozario ma'am n Iryani got 1st runner-up for TT doubles =) quite okay la overall, but our morale was lyk so low, we were not enthu lor, coz we lost lost and lost. haha, saw ehem, marcus, he disappointed me big time. and den lion mane was lyk "chiobu" to rachel, rachel was lyk so malu-ed. haha, saw our PA frenz, but didn't tok to them coz they were so busy hosting their games. was dead beat when i reached home. -____-

ARGH!!! wad's wid my tagboard!!!

so many things to say, yet dunno how to say... haiz, unexplainable la... doubt anyone understands. im quite happy, got second for national field cooking comp, unexpected dat we'll beat Dunman high, but, nevertheless, we lost to Holy high. but i gotta admit, their presentation was better than ours. but we won best dressed award, thanks to Rachel, and her indian wear...  den some of moi frenz, dey were lyk, "rowena, next tyme u cook for me okay?" oh pls, im sure wid out e help of tang tang, deanna, jack n rachel, we could never haf got second in the nationals. 
i feel so guity, haf not been studying and haf been watching so much tv and sleeping so much, i scared i can't catch up wid my studies. worst thing that happened to me this week, maybe even in this whole month, i failed science CT big tyme, gawd, how can dat be, OBT leh, should be more manageble wad, aniwae, wad do u expect from me when there are only 4 ppl who passed in my class.
i think im picking up piano again, just borrowed Canon in D from Mindy and im practicing real hard, hmmm, really luv dat song, wanted to play it since las year, but dunno where to get the scores from.  thank god for mindy, so happened dat she was learning it. but it's so hard, and there are so many notes. but wid determination, NOTHING is impossible. n oso, aggie, e song dat u play, i managed to master it le!!! im such a genius!!! *applause** thank you thank you!!!
today had debate at mdm hassanah's lesson, so interesting, nicki, mel, nat were lyk at the side den they were givin me soooooo many info on the subject. btw, im in e peposition team for "why we think that National Day Parade is a waste of time and effort" and i got sooo many tips and clues, n when it was finally my turn to say, i was kainda speechless, but sharon was lyk, "relax relax" ha, so i said wadeva i saw on my notes... so fun, now i noe why khiu likes debating so much le.  
hmmm, dun u think dat 12 august is a multi-purpose day? ok, let's see, dat day we went on-site learning, i found out dat Benjamin Sheares and Yusof Ishak shared the same birthday, and it's on 12 august, den on 12 august 2004, it's oso e day dat Lee Hsien Loong become Prime Minister, and remember there was a man in one of the historical photos dat was reduced to bones, and he was a POW, dat man passed away on 12 August 2002. and in 4D, ppl are buying the numbers 1288 and 0128, isn't this a bit weird?
okok, maybe im superstitious, but isn't it a bit coincidental? nvm, guess im thinkin too much.
okok, signing off now, chiaoz...

Heyy ppl, rowena's back again in action after climbing the Himalayan Mt!!! i pitched the SJC flag on the peak, arent u all[sjc gals] proud of me!!! *tears rolling* okok, lame gal, back in action. ok, where do i start, now in the middle of june hols, or should i sae, almost the end of june hols... had POP trng for monday, tuesday n wednesday. whole afternoon was the duration for each trng. damn tough, YES!!! i got good new for everyone!!!I've been promoted to Corporal, u noe, 2 stripes! yupz, my hard effort has paid off!so on POP nite[29/06/2004], u will all see me go to the front and receive my promotion. the person that will be giving the awards out will be NPCC Commandant Superintendant Geraldine Tan. Cool man. In case u dunno hu izzit, this zha bo is the highest of the highest in NPCC, the Lao Da of the whole of NPCC in Singapore. Cool man!!! hahax, im so honoured, to get my award from her hands and shake her hand!!! okok, relax, the day will come.

ok, now for a review on how I spent my hols, on 15/6 i went Cheng San Library wid Liz n aggie, den we spent the whole afternoon shelving books, and arranging books, not an easy task, if u ask me, AND, the worst thing that happened to us was that we only had a 15min break!!! CHILD ABUSE!!! but at the end of the 5 hour Ordeal, we had "Hardworking" on the remarks column, students usually dun get any remarks written. so proud of myself. den on 1st June, went Sam's chalet, wah lau, whole afternoon, they were stuck to the mahjong table playing Mahjong. Boring!!!den at nite, sam cried coz we were lyk had some conflict wid some of the other ppl there. I felt so bad, coz lyk sam wanted e chalet to be a "success" den lyk we were not happy wid each other. But in the end it was ok. den we spent the whole nite playin Dai Dee, till 3am. den we [me n aggie] woke up at 7.30am den play dai dee wid gina n sheeda[dunno how to spell].

Then on 3rd June-5th June, we had UG camp, SUCKS BIG TIME!!! for everything we did, muz be rush and muz run, cannot walk, not lyk las year, the snrs were so nice n much more lenient. haha, the most unimaginable thing was that, i got the best Camper award!!! I m so proud of myself. **clapps** **clapps** THank you thank you everyone!!! I wud lyk to thank my father, my mother, my mentors... ... [crapp] [crapp] [and] [more] [crapp] okok, cut the crap! then at the end of everything, we were each given a bottle of coke[i drink finish le] and the sad thing being, some ppl say their coke taste sour, means it's expired, good thing mine tasted ok!

Wah lAU, rite so much, hand veh tired, shall stop here! Sayonara!!!