It's rather boring nowdays.. haiz, everyday go and talk on the phone and ask for those MD names.. so scary can. haiz, gatekeepers jiu shi gatekeepers, so fierce for wad, all I ask for is just a name wad, ask so many questions for wad. anyway, for majority of them, i managed to get wad i want.. hehe, actually, it's quite fun lar. an experience that is rare esp since im jus a student.

Today is the "Polar Express" First Day in cinemas.. ok, you may think im childish, but I really wan to watch. Looks very lyk got christmas de qi fen. dat's wad i need to feel now, the christmas mood, it's so boring nowadays especially at home and no chiristmas mood at all. Maybe I haven't been to Orchard Rd in a long time le bah, whole day coop up in a small shell, if not jiu shi go to dat place where I hafta talk to those gatekeepers.. sian!!! I haf to get a life.

I like Sum 41!!! I think it's those two ppl influence me during the chalet.. I think the lyrics is so meaningful, and if not dat person dat help me burn that cd, I probably wont be so into dat song. thank you all!!!

Been listening to the radio a lot. THis morning Perfect 10 morning madness interviewed Taufik and Slyvester. Sylvester was late for the show by 45mins.. haha.. and yesterday they interviewed Olinda. yupp, and she sang Rod Steward (did i spell it rite?) song.. so nice. I think Taufik is gonna be Singapore Idol. haha, sorrie to all sly fans, I speaking the truth. Den I coincidentally saw the newspaper LIFE section today, guess wad, Olinda dreamt dat she would get knocked out during the final 3 performance, and she did, wad a bad omen.. so sad.. Also dunno why Im so into S'pore Idol nowadays, so unlike me. Anyway, it'll all be over after 1st dec..

I hate gatekeepers.. Please don't be one.

Sign: rowena

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Take everything left from me
All to blame
How can we still succeed, taking what we don't need
Telling lies, alibis, selling all the hate that we breed
Supersize our tragedy (you cant define me, or justify greed)
Bought in the land of the free (land, free)
And we're all to blame
We've gone too far
From pride to shame
We're trying so hard
We're dying in vain
We're hopelessly blissful and blind
To all we are
We want it all with no sacrifice
Realize we spend our lives living in a culture of fear
Stand to salute and say thanks to the man of the year
How did we all come to this (you cant define me or justify greed)
Agreed that we just can't resist (resist)
And we're all to blame
We've gone too far
From pride to shame
We're trying so hard
We're dying in vain
We're hopelessly blissful and blind
To all we are
We want it all
Everyone wants it all with no sacrifice
Tell me now, what have we done, we don't know
I can't allow what has begun to tear me down
Believe me now, we have no choice left
With our backs against the wall
And now we're all to blame
We've gone too far
From pride to shame
We're hopelessly blissful and blind
When all we need
Is something true
To believe
Don't we all
Everyone
Everyone
We will fall
Cause we're all to blame
We've gone too far
From pride to shame
We're trying so hard
We're dying in vain
We want it all
Everyone
Don't we all

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here to blog.. very unlike me rite? okok, anyway, i noe this template is getting boring.. this blog is literally rotting.. erm, i think i need eliz to come help me wid the blogskin again. I totally dunno how to change skin.

Anyway, i went malaysia sunway wid family on 10-12th nov.. hahahas can skip 2 trainings, shiok man.. bet the rest r slogging lyk siao in training. okok, i shant be so mean. well, it was a misfortune in disguise, the trip. on Day2, we went sunway, den i was lyk on the float in the lazy river. den i was having my specs wid me, but i wasn't wearing my specs. den i came down from the float, not realising dat my spes had dropped into the water. DAMN SHIT!!! the specs flowed away coz of the current in the water. NEVER FOUND MY DAMN SPECS EVER AGAIN. Now everything's a blur. Worse still, when i gave up trying to find me specs, i went up n found out dat my slippers were oso missing. WTH!!! wad rotten luck man. there couldn't be a more misfortunate day. it was a totally bad bad bad bad day for me. In the end i had to go back to the hotel BAREFOOTED!!! so malu can. the receptionist, securities, tourists n passer-bys were lyk looking at my feet throughout. worst thing being dat the ground was so piping hot. wah lau, my feet was lyk chao-da can. haiz, but thank God, we reached the hotel fast. hurry up wash my feet. hehe..

the entire remaining journey was a total misery. haiz, we went to the revolving tower in KL, could see the whole sight of KL 360 degress. so cool, so sad i couldn't see a thing. but good thing the twin towers were big enough for a half-blind person lyk me to see. heng arh, at least not a wasted trip.. den we went to this distant aunt's house, wah, it's a bungalow, it's super big. everything was coated gold ok.. [even the toilet paper holder was coated gold colour] everything was shimmering bright and glowing. too bad i didn't have a clear view of that magnificent bungalow. BECAUSE OF MY SPECS!!! haiz, i shouldn't brood abt it la.. they had two living rooms, one big garden and a whole collection of porcelein figurines and all types of bells. yes, as in those type of ring-ring-ring bells. splendid!!! the whole house was air-conditioned. yup, and i was freezing big time. haha, shan't go on talking about it to make you all jealous. hehe..

las day.. ate bak-kut-teh.. had headache because of the weather. started the journey back at 3.45, reached home only at 9.30... causeway was the dragger. ok, shall stop now.. byez..

Do you ever wanna run away


Do you lock yourself in your room


With the radio on turned up so loud


that no one hears you screaming

do you wanna be somebody else


are you sick of feeling so left out


are you desperate to find something more


before your life is over

I am finally able to come online. but not at home la... haiz, it's so boring now dat there's no school. haiz, i should be very happy now dat there's no school, but it's like got nothing to do at home. and funny thing is dat i sort of want to go back to school. but when i go back to school for training, i totally dread it, maybe it's because of the tirng, dreadful, tedious, tough training dat we face. wah lau, do foot-drill barefooted, so idiotic.

went to costa sands for bbq on tuesday nite. but my parents dun allow me to stay ova nite. dere was loads of food to eat, n at the end of it we barbecued marshmallows, but a lot of it was melted. but overall quite fun la, den dat sum41 cd was played, n so malu, i only noe 2 verses of We're all to blame in the whole cd. lol..

it's sooooo boring................

Do you ever feel like breaking down Do you ever feel out of place Like somehow you just dun belong And no one understands you

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?

Are you sick of everyone around?

With the big fake smiles and stupid lies,

While deep inside you’re bleeding?

No you dont know what it’s like,

When nothing feels alright,

You dont know what it’s like,

to be like ME

im blogging now
though i dun want to
zakiah
happy now?
haha
SA2 is over
im overjoyed
im doing nothing but slacking
gotta go now
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im so lazieee to blog, but nevertheless, i will. CT juz over, den yesterday had farewell night. it was qute a short performance, well actually, it was very short. Still, well done seniors. But, next year, the sec3s will do a better job :p prepare to see a one-of-a-kind farewell nite next yr. den the next day was npcc games day, held at Holy High, saw a lot of ppl. my group was playing captain's ball. *sucks* dat stupid SSS ppl, i hate them. well at least we managed to score 2 las minute goals, better than nothing. den at tug-of-war, we lost to nan chiau n holy high, got third. den TT, yiying ma'am got 1st runner-up =) and rozario ma'am n Iryani got 1st runner-up for TT doubles =) quite okay la overall, but our morale was lyk so low, we were not enthu lor, coz we lost lost and lost. haha, saw ehem, marcus, he disappointed me big time. and den lion mane was lyk "chiobu" to rachel, rachel was lyk so malu-ed. haha, saw our PA frenz, but didn't tok to them coz they were so busy hosting their games. was dead beat when i reached home. -____-

ARGH!!! wad's wid my tagboard!!!