now at hm baking fer NYAA... wid eliz... choc chip muffins... YUMMY... DELICIOUS... but only got 11... sooo 1st cum 1st serve, hmmm, so happy, got 42/50 for chinese.... SOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!(NOT SHOWING OFF) yupz, den now updating mi bloggy... Bored... beginning to lyk Jay chou, n his qing tian... sooo hao ting... GO eliz bloggy hear if u lyk e song as well:http:// blacksheep258.blogspot.com... oh ya, btw, pls pray for me on fri, sat n sun, coz im goin for my adventure trng camp, to all those out dere, seeing my blog, MUZ pray fer me, n the others... thanks... coz we're goin pulau Ubin AGAIN... I miss xiao hei, xiao bai n xiao he... hahax, gonna see dem again (for ur info, those r doggies) so wish me luck, coz if i go through this camp, im able to get a badge for npcc, so wish me luck kz... thanks... kk, tyme to go le...

haiz, PA trng is gettin tougher n tougher... marched round the parade square 4 tymes yesterday... could haf killed me... but alas we haf trnged up to e standard...hahax... den later went cp wid cjy, rome round the whole cp, den went blk 121 dat RC, teach abacus to lil kids wid skk, had fun though, den earned $10... muahahahaha!!! $_$, lurve money... today woke up at 7.45... amazing, didn't noe i could wake up so early... den now riting moi blog.... it's only 8.51 now!!! i attending mass at 11.15. den 10am goin for lectors meetin, BORING!!! but no choice... okie, signin out now,

now in the midst of ct, wanna kill me arh, juz finish history test, heave a sigh of RELIEF... wah, dunno y but im lyk veh sleepy nowadays... haha... so happy, a lot of oln girls cum to sjc... at least i got company now... went wid eliz eunice to taco bell at heartland mall juz now, the food was horrid, actually i gotta coupon from LIME den i go one, if not i can't be bothered to even waste my tyme dere, the food was horrendous... i will nv go dere again. YES... tmr is fridae n the following dae is saturday, Yea!!! can go PA... i dunno why but i lyk trng... haha... not coz of boyz hor... ya... den sunday... free day, at least... but tmr got maths n geog ct, hmmm, shud be studying now, but dunno y i lyk not in e mood... LAZY...but i cannot fail, coz next year my aim is to go triple science class,so i must work exexexextra hard...

today is the las dae of the first month of a new year. spent my dae quite well. morning went PA trng, den later went hm, den later godma came fetch me go downtown, den we checked in, den we change den went swimming, i spet almost all my tyme sun bathing, fun siaz... den i became quite tan, but not very, den we went for dinner, den now ikm hm, u muz be wondering ehy, coz tmr i gotta go church, den nativity in hougangg den my sis tmr morn got cat class, so we haf to go hm. so many sad tings happen, tsy transfer out, den now im lyk begging ppl cum to e chalet coz im lyk super bored, and i can't find a single soul to come except eliz... haiz, eliz, u're such a good pal, alwayz there when i need u the most... luv yew... bleahx... haha, den my sis gonna invite her frenz, den im gonna be lyk so damn extra. i can't stand it, if any one is reading this, and is free tmr, pls contact me via msn. kam sia... i will lurve you foreva. thks

"Numb" by Linkin Park

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Tired of being what you want me to be

todae's cny, but it seems dat im not enjoying myself... chinese new year... so wad... juz went for mass, den my grandma's hm, den went my aunt's hm, den my grandma's(mother side) hm eat lunch. nothin much, now im using my cousin comp riting my bloggy. Boring, den the hong bao money i collect muz gif my mum, den play dai dee cannot play wid money, wad is this... Boring, everyone is havin a great tyme except moi. den mr chang oso didn't gif us hong bao, NOT FAIR!!! all moi teachers all got gif us las tyme one... den yesterday went back oln visit huang lao shi, good thing she waz still dere, mi, si ting, josephione chatted wid her 4 abt 10 mins, den she drove off, sae wad muz cook for her jia po... haiz... den i play netball for a short while, den i saw malita, gracia n farhana cum back, farhana hair short man, siao, almost lyk valerie chua... den we played netball till 12pm. den at nite my parents sae wanna go chinatown see the fire crackers, den we oso followed lorz, den we went at 10pm. guess wad tyme we came back??? 11.19pm! so early lorx, can't believe it can. so early might as well not go, my dad sae too crowded, he can't take it. wad crap, den i obviously can't tok back at him. den juz follow lorx. this is really a boring cny... :(

very long nv update liaoz, went for a 3 day camp, i dunno, to many ppl it sucked, but to moi, it waz kinda fun... ok, im lame... but i really had an experience of a life tyme for sum activities, lyk kayaking, i admit it's my 1st tyme, i was kinda scares of e waves n currents, but overcame e fear later, i went 2 rounds, so cool... den i did rope element, not many ppl did it, i waz one of e few who did, this was my first tyme standing so high on ropes... i was the only one shaking and trembling, and everyone was lyk so relax on top -_-"... den e food was ok... well, i m kinda lyk a rubbish dump, i can consume anything. the instructors were oso veh fun. first nite we were supposed to haf nite walk, but becoz gotta rain, den it waz cancelled, heng arh!!! i so scared of dark lorz... den we spent the whole nite singing cheers. the cheers were lame, but i luved them, den oso dunno why i lyk veh enthu lyk dat lor. den the orienteering oso great fun. we got to choose our own grp, den i obviously grped wid eunice n hui min, den we got this instructor, Faizal, kinda lame, but very funny, den we sang cheers all e way, so fun, he led us to all the stamp points, but we still emerge 3rd, but overall still enjoyed it larz, den... ... ... CAMPFIRE NITE!!! yeah, it was quite fun, but they dun haf frenship dance, it would be better if they sang it, but good thing they sang "your side"... den dat nite when i abt to sleep dat tyme hui min ask me wanna go aggie tent bunk in or not, den i sae ok lor, den it was kinda lyk full house in e tent lor, 9 ppl in all, aggie, tsy, eliz, eng hui min, tan hui min, melissa, silvier, priscilla, n moi... den we were lyk tellin dirty jokes den tsy was lyk "rowena, i noe u're fantasizing" HELLO... im not ok! im still virgin. pure n innocent... KEY WORDZ: PURE AND INNOCENT... yup, den rather glad dat it waz finally tyme to go hm. i miss my bed, comp, family etc... but sad coz we had to leave e camp, instructors and all e fun, but i m gonna be back in feb for adventure training camp for npcc, shit, gonna be damn stress... all these in a nutshell, (im queer) I LUV CAMP!!!

today, all i haf to sae is, BORING, why is my life becoming lyk this? It really sux!!! argh, den we oso gotta boring, and i mean really boring, teacher... He is lyk, bleahx, forget it. den we went to e hall, stupid chow leng choo, tok and tok and she still doesn't realise NO ONE, i really mean it, NO ONE was listening to her lorx, only the teachers, we were all practically Sleeping... zzz... den later we went to the gym, AGAIN!!! another BORING TALK from chow. about cca, something about leaps, crap, wasn't listening at all, den finally can be released, den i went heartland mall meet my sis, eat sakae sushi, coz we gotta $10 voucher. den nothin much liao lorz...

Haiz wad can i sae, this is one of the WORST countdown(s) i haf eva had in my whole entire life. Im lyk rotting in the middle of no where at home. this year's countdown is sooooooo damn boring. All I did was watch the nation's countdown and look at dem enjoy demselves havin a great tyme. sent quite a lotta smses... dat was practically the onli ting i could do. the show ended at 12.15... BORING den on the next dae my dad woke the whole household up at (u're not gonna believe it) 7AM. does he want my life, it's sooo early, den we went for the new year's day mass in church, the worst thing is that the celebrant or priest was fr Peter Lu(from china), his accent is very chinese and i could not even listen to a single word he says, i kinda slept wid my eyes open the whole tyme through... den later we went to Macdonalds, had hotcakes... den we went hougang pool, so fun, i put lotsa dark tanning oil... den we swim n swim, from 11.30-12.30. den we had a break at the canteen, coz it was raining, more lyk drizzling, den we went back to the pool, den, ARGH, it started drizzling again, den 30mins later, we went home, so it was boring after all, not a single party at all, im really rotting, going through the process of decomposition... ... ...

wah, veh long didn't update liaoz, so happy christmas juz over, got lotsa parties n food to enjoy... *in heaven* but haiz, nightmare, could go back taf, Argh, NO!!! anyway, went orchard on saturday wid my mum sis n bro, nothin much, we didn't had much tyme, den we went to those shophouses behind centrepoint, den we saw this small little sushi bar, den it was those lyk sakae sushi those type of conveyer belt, den the varieties was quite a lot, den it's so amazing lor, opening promotion they only charging $6.50 per head for sushi buffet... wah lau, damn cheap lor, better den genki sushi n sakae sushi, den i eat until i had to go toilet, i tink i had abt 15 plates lor(got share wid my siblings la), eat sooooo much until i scared of sushi le... but it was good food, too bad it's only an opening promotion, so i guess it wun be for long...
den later we walk back to centrepoint, den we went walk n walk aimlessly, den my mum tell me choose my christmas prezzie, coz we dun alwayz cum to town, den we walk all the way till taka n isetan, den we still could not find anything that i want, den we walk all the way to wisma atria, den i saw the op shop den i really wanna buy the sling bag, but i not enuff, soooo, muz start saving... haiz... den we went hm, n i slept all the way till we reach kovan... wah so late den reach home...
den on saturday, my parents invite their church praise and worship group frenz, den a lot of ppl lorz, den lotsa food to eat, den i tink i surely enrol back in taf one lar... sniff sniff, den we oso received many gifts... we got almost all chocolates..., WAHHH, altogether at the end of it we counted all the chocolates we received, got 13 boxes, muahahahahaha, gonna eat lyk mad... haiz den in 2 months tyme will be chinese new year, i tink i will haf to go on diet le... haiz ok, gtg, buaiz...

today, in e afternoon malita mich n cynthia they all ask me cum out, den it's lyk so sudden lorz, i waz still wearin home clothes, den i took abt 1/2 hour to prepare, by the tyme i reach dere, oledy, 12.30... sorry, **pai seh**, den later we went heeren, haiz, on the way dere i uttered NOT a single word, bleah... dunno wad got over me, dat waz totally NOT moi... anyway, my "engine" only started up and i began to tok only when we started takin neoprints... so cool lorz, den coz i soooo extra, the last 8seconds i go draw a "heart" dat didn't even look lyk a heart, den so ugly, malita tried to delete diao4, den it waz 2seconds, den tymes up, den the ugly stupid lookin heart waz PERMANENT... ARGH!!! sorry guys... den later we went to take more neoprints, haha, i got two big ones, soo happy, den later we went Taka, den mich wanted to guo kino, den we got lost, mich waz on her own, i waz on moi own, malita n cyn were together... but... we found each other in the end, wah lau, i tell u, it's so damn big lorx... den later we went basement, all the FOOD section, but becoz we were sooo damn broke, we could only see no eat, argh, temptation!!! den later mich gotta go back liaoz, den we actually wanna meet aggie dey all one, but everyone not in e mood, den we all so tired, so we went back all e way to kovan, den me malita n cyn we rome around heartland, den i wanted to buy so many tings, but no $$$(dat's wad hurts me) den cyn wanna go home, den we sent her to the door step(nothin much la, only heartland entrance, hehe) den malita n i went back to cold storage, den i pull her to the tidbits section, Whoa, sooooooo tempting, mouth-watering man, den we see see, we only paid attention to the chips n tidbits section throughout... haha... den malita wanna buy the spicier doritos, den in the end didn't buy(she scared fat, as if hu not)den we went watson see see, den we saw marshmallows, big bag only $2.50, den i buy 4 malita, coz i haven gotten her a b dae prezzie *guilty*, (malita, u oso nv buy for me horz!) jk jk... den i saw, assorted chocolates, den got nuts *yuck*, den my mum lyk nuts mah, so i buy for her... den after dat we went home le lorz... haiz, quite a gd dae todae la, coz i veh long nv go out wid oln frenz le... ... ...

Haiz, so busy recently, went malaysia las saturday, actually plan to stay at johor one, den my parents say dunno wad waste too much money, den we went home at nite... but i enjoy lar, coz, we went Gengki Sushi ate at the conveyer belt dere... the food dere so boring lorz, all the same varieties one, only got the roe, n tuna n salmon, but i waz cheap, only 2rm per plate... earlier dat waz siao siao lorz, we went Carrefour, den the food section we shop lyk mad, den i saw the linkin park cd, only $34.90 rm, damn cheap lor, not pirated summore, den of cos i buy la, den later my parents found out dat there pockets only got 200rm++...cam... die la... we made a fool out of ourselves lorz, den after we found out den we hurry up put back all the tidbits n unnecessary stuff, haiz , so sad, the stuff so cheap, yet we gotta control ourselves... Lame...but other den dat, we enjoyed ourselves...