Heyy heyy people... rowena's finally back... after 10 000 years of roaming in the Sahara dessert. hahax, im crappin, well, thks to all who bothered to cum to my blog to remind me to update, esp those who were "forced" to...
haiz, too many things happened liaoz, dat my mind is gonna explode. lyk mid year juz went by, n i did horrendously bad in the exams, and i mean very badly, but not that bad until get kicked out of G lar... but it's bad enuff. okay okay, shan't crap further...
a few daes ago, we heard dat sjc has been chosen as GOH for the 150 anniversary celebration in CHIJMES, i was so enthu abt it lor... was literally in to it, jus had to participate in the grand event, but of all tymes, they decided not to let np gals join, WHY WHY WHY???!!! it's lyk a dream to becum GOH lor, sniff, y cannot, den those p[pl who were chosen we those who were unwilling... wad is this, hmpf!!! for once i really hate mrs elan and mrs angelina tan(they decided on the participants)... aniwae, i haf long gotten ova it... wad's done cannot be undone. i juz haf to face it! on e las dae of skool, we went st anne's for a founder's dae mass. it waz followed by a gospel singing competiton. 4F/H emerged 1st, their singing really rocked, big tyme man. then after dat aggie, hui min, polar, janetta and many more of us went back to OLN, on e wae there, we took 119, and guess who we saw... ... ... ... Farhana... hahaha, had a good luff on the bus and we went back to OLN together. haiz, but she went home halfwae coz she couldn't find her malay teacher... aggie n i saw a couple of teachers, huang lao shi, mrs sharidah Lim, mrs serena lee, ms chong, ms ang lili, n ms nor... we missed them so much, and all of them gotta BIG shock when they saw aggie cut her hair... mrs sharidah lim: oh aggie, where is your beautiful long hair? huang lao shi:ni wei she me bian cheng zhe yang, hen xiang nan hai zi leh [translate: wad happened to you, u look lyk a boy leh] ms nor: OMG, now u look lyk a boy leh, las tyme u got long hair dat tyme look so cute. ms chong: aggie, wad happened to your hair? wad did u do to it? haha, these are some of the speeches dat the teaches "conducted" when they saw aggie. interesting ritez, still got a lot, juz dat i forgot... good thing the teachers didn't gasp so much when they saw me, coz i pri5 dat tyme once oso got short hair... ha, aggie, it muz haf been hard on u... hmmm, but over all, we had a good tyme catching up wid the teachers... esp mrs serena lee, always so caring, preaching dat we should always study hard. [she taught me science in p6]
okie, hands are feelin tired le, shall stop here... ciaoz...

yesterdae was one of the most memorable daes of my life... it was... the npcc dae parade!!!yeah, wah laoz, lotsa ppl can... den everyone lyk eyeing on me, so wei feng can!!! everything when well,the ma'am praise us!!! so sad it was e las dae,`den the ppl we met dere it was the las tyme we see dem... sniff... hui ying, lion mane... u rock!!! contingent 4 rocks.. contingent 4 rocks!!! area 7 rocks area 7 rocks... yesh siti ma am rocks!!! haiz now at christi hm doin project.. gtg le

yesterday had PA trng, dat was probably the best and the worst trng... it all happened becoz our trng today was special, it started in the afternoon, from 1pm-8pm... den we had kinda lyk a lecture in a lecture room, hahax, air-conditioned one!!! so happy, den at 2.30pm, we had a full-dress rehearsal in half-uniform, den at 4.30pm, we took a break and had our EXTREMELY early dinner... den at 5.30, we finished our dinner and when back to the lecture room where our bags where, den we changed to our full-uniform... wah lao, the sirs dere were lyk so shuai in the white uniform can! SO shen qi lorx, im to jalous, our skool didn't get the gld award for overall unit proficiency, so sad, den we cannot be guard-of hounour (GOH)... den we cannot wear the white uniform, JEALOUS JEALOUS ME!!! den we had the full dress rehearsal from 5.45 to 7pm, den SUDDENLY... when after it was over, one or two ppl started to feel lyk, stomach ache, den when we march back to the parade square, ppl started vomitting, wah, den the floor lyk got 3-4 ppl puke, den i found out dat ppl were havin food poisoning, summore it was already at nite, den we had to watch out for the pukes... argh!!1 den we kinda had a treat... because in the first few trngs, we had kaya n red bean bun during break time, den today they wanted to treat us to a better snack, so they gave us apples. we were supposed to take the apples from the lecture room. den when we change back to our normal attire, we went to haf our apples, den all my frenz took the apple, den there were a few boys surrounding the boxes of apples, den they were saying, "xiao xing the apples are poisonous!" in a sarcastic manner, i was not bothered by that remark though, but when i saw dat the apples majority were rotten at the side, i decided not to eat, den my area (Area 7) the ppl suddenly got a lot of them haf stomach ache, den 10 minutes later, one of the ma'am told us to stop eating the apples, but by dat tyme, many ppl had already eaten thier apples le... den a lot of ppl where sent to sick bay, clara, macrina, agnes, carol, shen yang, fu sheng... etc... almost haf of the ppl in the bus were taken to sick bay and eventually, tan tock seng hospital...haiz so sad, the bus was in a miserably quiet state... most of all, 5 ppl from SSS where sent to TTSH, it's dat serous... so sad, den i also kinda feel a squinch in my stomach, but good thing i did not vomit... by the tyme i reached home it was already 10++, den e next dae, so sleppy... //

Just back from PA... trng sucks lyk hell as usual, coz of that idiotic ma'am... always sayin the word bloody... oh wadeva! so wads wid dragging boots, lame shit... then we had our shooting practice... haiz, im so disappointed, I anyhow shoot, I forgot to wait for the first and second clicks... ARGH!!! den the second round when I reloaded then I remember lorx... coz I was lyk trembling when i touched the bullets and the gun... solid siaz... then later by the tyme we reached back the parade square, the ppl were lyk goin home liaoz, den we took our baggies n went to eat lunch... den we actually went for SYF selection lorx, den they were lyk askin for the tall girls, den I tot everyone would have a chance to try out, den they chose baby wong, meena, deanna and CJY! NOT FAIR!!! then they nv let tanggie n I try, we were lyk the next tallest peepz.. kaoz! so angry, wasted my whole afternoon for studying for CT, well, god thing it has been postponed to wednesday, hahax, 2 more daes to study! thanks teachers!!! I luv you all! good thing i still in PA trng... but next wed haf to leave skool early, coz we gotta reach Holy high at 1pm, den go trng at PA until at nite! haha, dn got dinner provided, FREE FOOD!!! (to gracia, chicken, remember?!)
okok, I shan't continue crapping, gtg le, buaiz, muakz to all I luv... n aggie, happy B dae!!!

now at hm baking fer NYAA... wid eliz... choc chip muffins... YUMMY... DELICIOUS... but only got 11... sooo 1st cum 1st serve, hmmm, so happy, got 42/50 for chinese.... SOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!(NOT SHOWING OFF) yupz, den now updating mi bloggy... Bored... beginning to lyk Jay chou, n his qing tian... sooo hao ting... GO eliz bloggy hear if u lyk e song as well:http:// blacksheep258.blogspot.com... oh ya, btw, pls pray for me on fri, sat n sun, coz im goin for my adventure trng camp, to all those out dere, seeing my blog, MUZ pray fer me, n the others... thanks... coz we're goin pulau Ubin AGAIN... I miss xiao hei, xiao bai n xiao he... hahax, gonna see dem again (for ur info, those r doggies) so wish me luck, coz if i go through this camp, im able to get a badge for npcc, so wish me luck kz... thanks... kk, tyme to go le...

haiz, PA trng is gettin tougher n tougher... marched round the parade square 4 tymes yesterday... could haf killed me... but alas we haf trnged up to e standard...hahax... den later went cp wid cjy, rome round the whole cp, den went blk 121 dat RC, teach abacus to lil kids wid skk, had fun though, den earned $10... muahahahaha!!! $_$, lurve money... today woke up at 7.45... amazing, didn't noe i could wake up so early... den now riting moi blog.... it's only 8.51 now!!! i attending mass at 11.15. den 10am goin for lectors meetin, BORING!!! but no choice... okie, signin out now,

now in the midst of ct, wanna kill me arh, juz finish history test, heave a sigh of RELIEF... wah, dunno y but im lyk veh sleepy nowadays... haha... so happy, a lot of oln girls cum to sjc... at least i got company now... went wid eliz eunice to taco bell at heartland mall juz now, the food was horrid, actually i gotta coupon from LIME den i go one, if not i can't be bothered to even waste my tyme dere, the food was horrendous... i will nv go dere again. YES... tmr is fridae n the following dae is saturday, Yea!!! can go PA... i dunno why but i lyk trng... haha... not coz of boyz hor... ya... den sunday... free day, at least... but tmr got maths n geog ct, hmmm, shud be studying now, but dunno y i lyk not in e mood... LAZY...but i cannot fail, coz next year my aim is to go triple science class,so i must work exexexextra hard...

today is the las dae of the first month of a new year. spent my dae quite well. morning went PA trng, den later went hm, den later godma came fetch me go downtown, den we checked in, den we change den went swimming, i spet almost all my tyme sun bathing, fun siaz... den i became quite tan, but not very, den we went for dinner, den now ikm hm, u muz be wondering ehy, coz tmr i gotta go church, den nativity in hougangg den my sis tmr morn got cat class, so we haf to go hm. so many sad tings happen, tsy transfer out, den now im lyk begging ppl cum to e chalet coz im lyk super bored, and i can't find a single soul to come except eliz... haiz, eliz, u're such a good pal, alwayz there when i need u the most... luv yew... bleahx... haha, den my sis gonna invite her frenz, den im gonna be lyk so damn extra. i can't stand it, if any one is reading this, and is free tmr, pls contact me via msn. kam sia... i will lurve you foreva. thks

"Numb" by Linkin Park

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Tired of being what you want me to be

todae's cny, but it seems dat im not enjoying myself... chinese new year... so wad... juz went for mass, den my grandma's hm, den went my aunt's hm, den my grandma's(mother side) hm eat lunch. nothin much, now im using my cousin comp riting my bloggy. Boring, den the hong bao money i collect muz gif my mum, den play dai dee cannot play wid money, wad is this... Boring, everyone is havin a great tyme except moi. den mr chang oso didn't gif us hong bao, NOT FAIR!!! all moi teachers all got gif us las tyme one... den yesterday went back oln visit huang lao shi, good thing she waz still dere, mi, si ting, josephione chatted wid her 4 abt 10 mins, den she drove off, sae wad muz cook for her jia po... haiz... den i play netball for a short while, den i saw malita, gracia n farhana cum back, farhana hair short man, siao, almost lyk valerie chua... den we played netball till 12pm. den at nite my parents sae wanna go chinatown see the fire crackers, den we oso followed lorz, den we went at 10pm. guess wad tyme we came back??? 11.19pm! so early lorx, can't believe it can. so early might as well not go, my dad sae too crowded, he can't take it. wad crap, den i obviously can't tok back at him. den juz follow lorx. this is really a boring cny... :(

very long nv update liaoz, went for a 3 day camp, i dunno, to many ppl it sucked, but to moi, it waz kinda fun... ok, im lame... but i really had an experience of a life tyme for sum activities, lyk kayaking, i admit it's my 1st tyme, i was kinda scares of e waves n currents, but overcame e fear later, i went 2 rounds, so cool... den i did rope element, not many ppl did it, i waz one of e few who did, this was my first tyme standing so high on ropes... i was the only one shaking and trembling, and everyone was lyk so relax on top -_-"... den e food was ok... well, i m kinda lyk a rubbish dump, i can consume anything. the instructors were oso veh fun. first nite we were supposed to haf nite walk, but becoz gotta rain, den it waz cancelled, heng arh!!! i so scared of dark lorz... den we spent the whole nite singing cheers. the cheers were lame, but i luved them, den oso dunno why i lyk veh enthu lyk dat lor. den the orienteering oso great fun. we got to choose our own grp, den i obviously grped wid eunice n hui min, den we got this instructor, Faizal, kinda lame, but very funny, den we sang cheers all e way, so fun, he led us to all the stamp points, but we still emerge 3rd, but overall still enjoyed it larz, den... ... ... CAMPFIRE NITE!!! yeah, it was quite fun, but they dun haf frenship dance, it would be better if they sang it, but good thing they sang "your side"... den dat nite when i abt to sleep dat tyme hui min ask me wanna go aggie tent bunk in or not, den i sae ok lor, den it was kinda lyk full house in e tent lor, 9 ppl in all, aggie, tsy, eliz, eng hui min, tan hui min, melissa, silvier, priscilla, n moi... den we were lyk tellin dirty jokes den tsy was lyk "rowena, i noe u're fantasizing" HELLO... im not ok! im still virgin. pure n innocent... KEY WORDZ: PURE AND INNOCENT... yup, den rather glad dat it waz finally tyme to go hm. i miss my bed, comp, family etc... but sad coz we had to leave e camp, instructors and all e fun, but i m gonna be back in feb for adventure training camp for npcc, shit, gonna be damn stress... all these in a nutshell, (im queer) I LUV CAMP!!!

today, all i haf to sae is, BORING, why is my life becoming lyk this? It really sux!!! argh, den we oso gotta boring, and i mean really boring, teacher... He is lyk, bleahx, forget it. den we went to e hall, stupid chow leng choo, tok and tok and she still doesn't realise NO ONE, i really mean it, NO ONE was listening to her lorx, only the teachers, we were all practically Sleeping... zzz... den later we went to the gym, AGAIN!!! another BORING TALK from chow. about cca, something about leaps, crap, wasn't listening at all, den finally can be released, den i went heartland mall meet my sis, eat sakae sushi, coz we gotta $10 voucher. den nothin much liao lorz...