to the left
to the left

to the left
to the left

mmmm..to the left
to the left
Everthing you own in the box to the left
In the closet, that's my stuff-
Yes, if i bought then please don't touch(dont touch)

And keep talkin that mess thats fine,
but could you walk and talk at the same time-
And, its my name thats on that jag. so go move
your bags let me call you a cab

Standin in the front yard tellin me how i'm such a [fool]
talkin bout, ill never ever find a man like you,
You got me twisted

You must not know bout me
You must not know bout me
i could have another you in a minute,
matter fact, he'll be here in a minute, baby

You must not know bout me
You must not know bout me
i could have another you by tomorrow
so dont you ever for a second get to thinkin,
your irreplaceable

So go ahead and get gone, call up that chick,
and see if shes home
oops, i bet you thought, that i didnt know,
what did you think, i was puttin you out for...
because you was untrue, rollin her around in the
car that i bought you
baby drop them keys...hurry up before your taxi leaves

standin in the front yard tellin me how im such a [fool]
talkin bout, ill never ever find a man like you,
you got me twisted

you must not know bout me
you must not know bout me
i could have another you in a minute
matter fact, he'll be here in a minute, baby

you must not know bout me
you must not know bout me
i could have another you by tomorrow
so dont you ever for a second get to thinkin,
your irreplaceable

so since im not your everything,
how bout i'll be nothing, nothing at all to you
baby i wont shed a tear for you (i wont shed a tear)
i wont lose a wink of sleep (a wink of sleep)
cause the truth of the matter is
replacing you is so easy

to the left
to the left

to the left
to the left

mmmm...to the left
to the left ,everything you own in the box to the left

to the left
to the left

dont you ever for a second get to thinkin...
your irreplaceable

you must no know bout me
you must not know bout me
i could have another you in a minute matter fact,
hell be here in a minute, BABY!!!!

you must not know bout me
you must not know bout me
i could have another you by tomorrow
so dont you ever for a second get to

you must not know bout me
you must not know bout me
i could have a nother you in a minute,
matter fact, he'll be here in a minute
you can pack all yo bags we finsihed,
Cause yo made your bed now lay in it
i could have another you by tomorrow
so dont you ever for a second get to thinkin
your irreplaceable....

yay yay yay!!!
i've been granted a place in fitness!
ahh!
two solid years of pure hardcore, happiness.
~bliss.
haha

well, after much pleading and begging to the fitness club teacher,
i think i'm 85percent in fitness.
where did the remaining 15percent go to?
5percent because i didnt join fitness club in first intake,
5percent because i didnt go for fitness club on second intake cca orientation,
last 5percent because i didnt bring pe attire for second fitness club training day.
but the teacher in charge is a nice soul,
and i pray,
-fingers crossed-
that she allows me and christianna to be in fitness club!
yes yes yes!
my new cca partner! christianna!
she's my neighbour too! in t35.

so far, wearing cjc uniform is good.
i am filled with so much pride wearing the uniform.
i really love the school, it's much better than four years
hanging my head low, putting on that sjc badge.
but all in all,
i love IJ..
it is my life,
i love all except the sjc part.
cj had spotcheck on friday cos vp said he saw many short skirts and too long pants.
haha,
i escaped! shocking.
if it was spotcheck in sjc,
i would have gotten a bad record already,
cj rocks la.
hahahaha. yay!

today is awards ceremony.
yes, the letter clearly stated that award receipients were supposed to reach latest by 3.30
and i reached at 3.45
they refused to let me take my award!!!
they cancelled my name out of the powerpoint slide!
ahh!
so pek chek la.
go there for nothing.
oh well.
i crapped a lot with rachel throughout.
and we chiong-ed down for the refreshment!
haha, so much nice food! yay!
i ate like a pig, even more than jac!
yes, that was how much i ate!
wahaha, sorry jac, didn't mean to say you.
anyway,
went to study with chanchan at toa payoh after ac.
was unproductive because i was so distracted with his nonsense and
he kept making fun of me and THANKYOU!
ahh, so irritating, but i'm kinda used to it.

home alone is kinda cool.
=D

this holiday has been a quiet one for me.
but i didn't really study, that's the regretful part.
haha, i slacked throughout!
and i've got a new love! POOL!
yay!!!
well, nothing much in my life.
it's been rather stagnant. and boring.
and i still don't know wad cca to join.
oh man, screwed up.

well well.
sorry for spewing those bad languages in the previous
and hurling those vulgarities.
mood was quite down the past few weeks
but i guess it's better nowadays.
sorry u people.
=)
i love my friends.

eliz sent me some poems.
and i guess this sweet melodious one struck me.
haha, it's emo. please don't laugh at me thank you.

Sonnet XVII

I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz,
or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.
I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,
in secret, between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that never blooms but carries
in itself the light of hidden flowers; thanks to your love
a certain solid fragrance,
risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.

I love you without knowing how, or when,
or from where. I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;
so I love you because I know no other way

than this: Where “I” does not exist, nor “You”,
so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,
so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep.

Pablo Neruda

check out the third stanza.
sounds really cliche.
but. i think.
it's nice.
seriously.
=D

from your eyes i saw tears roll down, and i realised that having a difficult life and crying at times are not all that unpleasant.

this phrase is from goong!
haha.
yea,
i'm at it again!
xD

yesterday we went to bukit timah, beauty world centre
to get school uniforms.
in the end,
they only sold the guys pants there.
trip wasted,
good thing i bought the uniforms in school.
after bukit timah,
me char ezra andre went back to serene centre,
island creamery.
i ate chocolate and brandied cherry icecream!
nice!
after eating icecream,
we took a bus to Holland Village cos andre wanted to eat
katong laksa!
after that,
we went to vivocity to walk.
wanted to go to the playground but it was flooded with kids.
loads of kiddos.
so we jus walked around,
and we went home after that cos char was tired..

these few days have been quite challenging for me.
many new problems surfacing.
problems that i did not expect to come my way this fast.
i foresaw these problems,
but not so soon.
i really have no idea how to solve them
and i know i cant do them on my own,
i'm just going to let time past by.
let the problem slowly subside.
all this issue about trust,
and loyalty.
ended up as all bullshit.
ah.
screw the whole thing.
i don't know what is on her mind.
she is making him go crazy.
and not only him, but them.
and here i am,
standing at one side,
he needs help,
i don' t know how to help.
i myself feel so useless!
wad is this?
haha.
madness.
i hope she grows up.

today went jurong east!
am quite tanned,
but not very..
oh well.
tmr having bridging from 8-12.
i need to go,
cos i really honeymoon-ed my first three months thru.
oops!
guilty!
hahaaha.

went to matilda's cousin's wedding ceremony at st anne's church.
sang those songs.
and ate at the buffet reception.
after which went home and change,
then went to meet charmaine ezra and aaron
to watch movie,
we watched primeval.
was quite cliche, i thought..
yea.
then later went back to serangoon gardens
and talked with char and ezra.
crap la the two of them.
haha.
after that went to meet anna janetta huimin zhiying.
at chomp chomp for dinner.
ate lots.
talked a lot too.
so oily!
so sinful!
haha.
but it was nice.
went ice cube after that,
but i was utterly broke!
so restrained from spending.
=D

new class.
new people.
but some old people remained.
really sad,
char isn't in the same class.
but she's trying real hard to appeal to our class.
our class has reached the max of 26 people per class.
stupid extras,
get out la..
HAHA
just kidding.
but i want char in our class, badly!!
don't know wad i'll do without her.

i skipped orientation,
totally don't know my IG,
and don't know half of my class.
but who cares,
i'm contented with presently knowing the first half of my beloved class.
i miss 13.

after school reopen,
it will be dragon boat with our class at kallang.
should i go???
another round of nonsense.
hahaha.
still remember O1,
it was in the rain when we did our amazing race,
was so fun.
i miss the company,
the people.
but we can't have it all,
can we?

ah!!
screw that person*
screw that other person*
i know they're in this together la.
so freaking obviously!
but there's nothing i can do.
i cant acccuse them.
that person is too smart for me.
am i jus stupid?
i dont know. seriously.

ponned orientation today.
they're doing the same as orientation one.
so i am just too lazy to go thru it all over again.
oh well.
slacking at home,
will go out with baby later to nyp to appeal for her nursing course.
then i don't know what's gonna happen next.

hai.
supposed to go out today.
with classmates,
but char didnt wanna go,
then ezra didnt wanna go.
so we decided to just cancel it.
i look forward more to tmr's orientation where
we'll be in our classes.
alright!
thats the main course!
hahahaha.
i pray hard that we can stay together as a class.
=D

but then again,
how much do i actually want this?
badly? or not so much?
i really don't know.
but this is really bothering me.
oh well.