it just struck me that.
even though i'm in college and making new friends,
i realise that i simply cannot live without my old friends.
they sustain me!!
and just seeing them light up my life.

today i saw samantha lee after TWO weeks! and i pounced on her!
haha, no la.
but it felt so good to see her again!!!
i miss her!

and elizabeth,
she's so cheerful and smiley all the time!
talking to me on msn might sound mediocre,
but that's wad she does all the time,
and it's these little things done that make me realise the importance of my friend elizabeth tan!
i cant live without her!
:D


my strength is wearing out.
i cant smile anymore.
it's getting tiring.
i know this is human effort.
GOD help me please.
you place this obstacle in front of me,
and therefore you must have a way for me to brave through it.
please give me strength and wisdom to endure this tormenting time.
everyday this thing never fails to haunt me.
and it's haunting me because i allowed it to.
and this is bad.
i must learn to let go!
ah!