this is apparently the first day of chinese new year,
but i don't feel like it's a brand new start.
i feel that everything for the past few days have been going downhill for me,
and things are working to my disadvantage.

i'm so distracted by that thing.
everytime i tell myself not to think about it,
it comes back to haunt me,
and it's so sad just thinking about it.
somebody help me!
i feel lilke a pathetic soul wandering aimlessly on earth.







but only love can say,
try again or walk away.
but i believe for you and me,
the sun will shine one day.
so i just play my part,
and pray you'll have a change of heart.
but i can't make you see it through,
that something only love can do.