it really sucks living behind her shadows.
it's all about her.
what about me?
what am i to anyone?
nothing i guess.
just nothing.
i don't give a fuck.

today was quite okay,
cos of good A level results,
school ended at 12.
stayed in school after that to take class photo
and had lunch with some classmates.
then watched captain's ball matches.

told charmaine everything today
and i really feel better.
it's like a whole rock lifted off my shoulder.
i heave a sigh of relief-
but my problem is not solved yet.
but at least i know char will be there when i need her.
hopefully.
my friend.

after which went to shaw lido to meet baby.
watched pursuit of happiness.
quite a meaningful and emotional show.
it is nice.
then we walked to heeren,
to check out lanyards and pencil case.
but to no avail.
i saw a simple black adidas lanyard.
nice,
but don't have that small string thing to hook thru the phone.
so didn't buy.
i want shawn's lanyard!
i like that colour!
but dun wanna copy him leh.
i shall wait and see.
for nicer ones.

tomorrow going out with athena!
yay!
can't wait!
i don't know why.
maybe i long to see a familiar face,
whom i can crap with,
and jus reminisce old times with.
haha
so emo.
but thats just rowena! (: