the first time in the longest that i TG that IF !!!
really thank God. the strength that was given to me.
though i got to admit i got rather angsty at many people
and i am sorry about that.
i am rather amazed that i am doing fine.
the only trying issue now is dry run on sunday.
scared or what sia.
i super long havent trained my stamina already.
confirm drag the team down.
a team of three,
and i'm the only girl. GGXX.

church visiting was ironic in the sense
that i was supposed to attain peace through it.
but i was so agitated with many things that i felt
peace, only after the whole thing :o
hmmmm i dont know.
maybe i should not look at people who didnt offered a helping hand,
but rather,
next time,
KNOW that whatever i cannot do,
dont act smart by taking it up,
assuming that somehow it can be worked out.
too ambitious.
for now.
i know i know.
some friends. when help is needed,
where are they?
beezee beezee bees.
like as if they are the only BZ ones.
just want to thank God for the strength given to me.
thanks sl for the patience,
with my everyday-change-and-change-until-i-really-dont-know-what-to-expect-the-next-minute kind of mood.
i hate myself sometimes.
and you are the gracious one,
living and letting live.
thanks man. (Y)
i dont think anyone else would be as patient as me as you are.
haha.
amidst these torrential period,
i did receive some compliments from different people.
people i never expected from.
which made my day occasionally.
bringing smile to the face.
though it is very tiring to smile all the time.

peace peace peace.
TGFSL! <3