this is just so weird.
i am able to control using facebook
(surprisingly right, i know)
but i am still unable to concentrate on studying!
embarrassing as it may seem,
i'm quite uncertain about what to study
because the scope is just so huge!
i was thinking.
even if i consistently did my readings since week 1,
i would have forgotten everything by this week!
what a tough course.
man.
haha.

Just checked my midterm results for 2 of my core mods.
the one that i totally didnt even bother lifting a finger to study,
i got a B+, amazing grace from God. thank god!
another one which i did bother lifting a finger,
i got C+.
zuaaa.. (dont ask me what that means)
is this a sign that all hope is not lost?
i remember last sem,
i scored D for one of the core mod and was damn afraid of dabao-ing.
but i got a B in the end. so fortunate.
i pray that things will go as smoothly this sem!
of course i'll need to study hard so that the results can be produced!
heh.

dont even know why i'm blogging when the only person reading this trash
probably already knows everything cos i just told you.
haha, and even if i didnt, is just a matter of time that you'd know.
i just like to type something on the keypad and have it published.
you know that sense of satisfaction to have your opinions heard and sounded out?
when you feel that nobody knows or bothers asking about your life,
typing it down and know that even if some random stranger reads it,
its considered somebody who actually bothers.

yes it is true that what we blog are nothing but memories, good and bad.
Good memories will be etched in my mind for good because simply,
they're good and memorable.
Bad memories should not stay in my mind because they're negative and
are not worth remembering.
but why stop blogging?
what makes you so sure you'll remember every good memory,
and forget the bad ones?
Wouldnt it be so wasted if one of the random acts of kindness that was done to you
once was totally forgotten because you could have blogged (and remembered) about it but you didnt?
and wouldnt it be also a pity if one of the bad memory occurred again in another instance, and turns out to be something you could have avoided had you recalled it in your memory or blog?

i don't know. just some thought that came to me an instant ago.
and yes,
trying to persuade you to blog again.
it could be fun.
hahaha when a day comes where nobody remembers our blog links anymore
except ourselves,
this could be our virtual hideout,
where we could blog and chat about nearly everything and anything
under the sky sun moon.
wouldnt it be nice?
(: