Reading my two friends' blogs this night has enlightened me,
and inspired me to post a happy post,
for once uh huh.

exams are creeping up so soon, but i'm so passive and unprepared!
no drive no drive.
there's this inner struggle within me,
the impulse to spend a lot, on myself.
the thought of wanting to pamper myself all over again.
i want Macbook,
i want holiday to bkk,
i want shopping,
i want moolah.
can think, cannnot have. urggg.
that's always the case right.
where enough is never enough.
we always want the sky, but dont dare to admit it.

lastly and most importantly,
i want to keep eating and never grow fat.
the mouth cant seem to stop ingesting food,
even though i'm super full,
or even when the food isnt even nice :/
let's just hope its an "exam" thing (though i highly doubt)