it just struck me that.
even though i'm in college and making new friends,
i realise that i simply cannot live without my old friends.
they sustain me!!
and just seeing them light up my life.

today i saw samantha lee after TWO weeks! and i pounced on her!
haha, no la.
but it felt so good to see her again!!!
i miss her!

and elizabeth,
she's so cheerful and smiley all the time!
talking to me on msn might sound mediocre,
but that's wad she does all the time,
and it's these little things done that make me realise the importance of my friend elizabeth tan!
i cant live without her!
:D


my strength is wearing out.
i cant smile anymore.
it's getting tiring.
i know this is human effort.
GOD help me please.
you place this obstacle in front of me,
and therefore you must have a way for me to brave through it.
please give me strength and wisdom to endure this tormenting time.
everyday this thing never fails to haunt me.
and it's haunting me because i allowed it to.
and this is bad.
i must learn to let go!
ah!

today.
just another DAY,
went for lectors meeting. wow.
was quite sleepy.
then went for p.a.w
got lots of food!!!
and i totally drowned myself in the chocolate fondue.
shit la.
weight gain!!!
tomorrow is school!
maths test!
followed by queensway to get the gift with char!
yay!

love this new skin,
plain, but exudes so much exuberance!
i'm loving it.

today was productive i guess,
revised maths in preparation for maths CA.
pray for me please.
i wanna do well.
haha.

i msg eliz asking her what she was doing today,
but she did not reply me.
oh well.

monday is school again
and i don't know how to face .....
but who cares.

yesterday went to school,
it was a short day,
ended at one.
after which went to far east to get shawn's little gift with chan chan and sam.
ooh, it was lovely, but too expensive.
oh man, i'm so sorry charmaine!!
anyway,
went subway to eat,
and tore my pocket.
but i got another snapple cap!
yay!
then went back to school to study maths,
but the library was too far too good to sleep,
the aircon was damn shiok and irresistible.
so me and polar decided to go town to look for sab who was working at follie follie in isetan.
haha i've never heard of that before, but ya..
and after visiting her,
we walked to orchard station,
and it rained! and we walked in puddles!
my shoe was totally wet!
ahh!!
at green bean,
uncle gave us ang pow!!
haha.
den we talked and talked.
and uncle was rathher queer,
especially the way he spoke to me.
he thinks that i might walk the wrong path in jc.
haha, and i told him to rest assure i won't.
:D
well.
i'm not really bothered.
and there's a chalet and barbecue on 16-18!!!
haha i kinda look forward catching up with everyone.!
now i've gotta study for maths,
cos there's a maths CA on monday,
and i cant afford to get last in class..again!
ahh!!

just as things have been improving for me,
things are just going downhill for a friend of mine.
this friend, has family problems, thinks that life is meaningless, and even contemplated death.
it's such a pity.
i feel that there has got to be more to life than just those problems and sorrows we face all the time.
where are the smiles? where are the laughters?
i want them. badly.
and now.
i'm laughing and smiling my most in class, everyone noticed!
which is good.
i don't want to be a spoilsport.
i want to be the positive cell of my class, and also for people around me.
:D

today is day three.
the day seemed boring,
and whenever i thought about that thing,
my mind would go round in circles,
my heart aches badly,
but i tell myself to stop thinking.

at night went to play pool with my cousin and chanchan.
the two pros played.
haha, i think my cousin is better than chanchan,
but jia you, as practice makes perfect chanchan!
haha,
shall have more pool sessions with you so that i can also improve.
haha. i was a total joke at pool table la!

anyhow.
ang pow collection was bad,
plain bad.
but i don't care.
i'm gonna ask mother to give me more!
hhahah.

econs project is due on 21st feb, this wed.
appparently half my grp cant make it,
and no one seems to give a damn.
most probably i'll crash feng's house tmr and see how char do their project and get some pointers. lol.
tmr is chu san.
which will probably be a boring one unless i plan it well.
and hopefully everything will turn out smoothly.

i wanted to take the initiative,
but was one step faster.
i'm glad.
but i think things are still monotonous,
which is real sad.





right from the start,
my love made me blind,
but i miss you finally.

this is apparently the first day of chinese new year,
but i don't feel like it's a brand new start.
i feel that everything for the past few days have been going downhill for me,
and things are working to my disadvantage.

i'm so distracted by that thing.
everytime i tell myself not to think about it,
it comes back to haunt me,
and it's so sad just thinking about it.
somebody help me!
i feel lilke a pathetic soul wandering aimlessly on earth.







but only love can say,
try again or walk away.
but i believe for you and me,
the sun will shine one day.
so i just play my part,
and pray you'll have a change of heart.
but i can't make you see it through,
that something only love can do.

one month exactly has passed since i entered cjc!
so many things happened!
and i' m so thankful for all the good things that happened!
made wonderful friends.
love my wonderful class.
the wonderful people (?)
haha.
and not forgetting..
haha.
yeah..

i'm so happy with my results too!
and i dare not ask for more.
the results are simply too good for me.
and staying in CJ i am!
that's the promise i made.
and i will keep it.

but not everything ended on a happy note.
eunice left on 5thfeb to melbourne.
was quite a happy farewell though.
cos there were many people there
and everyone was in a high mood.
so it was all smiles.
at least tang knows that she'll always be in our hearts!
haha
so EMO.

yeah.
my latest.. trend?
yea.
emo..
x)

2 weeks has past since sch reopened.
and it has been a blast.
6 days of orientation was.. fruitful?
enriching.
fun.
interesting.
eye-opening.
i must say there's a stark contrast from secondary school.

i'm missing the PEOPLE from sjc.
but not sjc.

made new friends.
bimbos and non bimbos.
nerds and bengs.
haha
wad a whole new world.

the most outrageous stuff i did,
was today.
ODAC orientation.
yes you guessed it.
it was totally adventurous.
we sat inside the drain. and did sit-ups.
HUH?
YA.
that was wad was on my mind.
haha
might sound hilarious.
but i did just that.
plus other even more out of this world nonsensical stuff.
i did it today.
haha

people in jc are okay.
matured i should say.
haha.
10years from a girls' school.
to suddenly go to jc.
it took time to adjust.
but i guess i'm aye okay.

got the subject combi of my choice.
am really happy!

my class, 1t13.
brenda's in my class!!
yea!
my laodie, my pillar of strength!!
im' really glad.
haha.
someone to talk to
gossip with
and laugh with
during lectures.
in the canteen.
makes my day.
thanks laodie!

pray that jc will remain this fun!
and pray that i can stay after first thre months!
=D

chance upon this super cheeky pick-up line.

hey babe, let's do some mathematics: add a bed, minus the clothes, divide your legs and we'll multiply!

wth!

ENGLISH ; i love you
POLISH ; ja kocham cibie
FRENCH ; je t'aime
HINDI ; hum tumhe pyar karte hae
CZECH ; miluji te
SLOVAKIAN ; lu'bim ta
ITALIAN ; ti amo
UKRAINIAN ; ya tebe kahayu
GERMAN ; ish libe dish
CHINESE ; wo ai ni
GREEK ; s' agapo
HAWAIAN ; aloha wau ia oi
LITHUIANIAN ; tav myliu
KOREAN ; sa rang hae yo
JAPENESE ; aishiteru
ROMANIAN ; te ubsec
BOSNIAN ; volim te
ALBANIAN ; te dua
FILIPINO ; mahal kita
SPANISH ; te amo
PORTUGESE ; amo te
ARABIAN ; annah be hebic

came across this.
isn't this sweet.
lol.

thursday's bio practical was fine. but quite sad cos PLANTS came out, and i cAn't do PLANTS for nuts.
but i guess i wrote lots of stuff. vomitted evrything i knew.
i dare say i'm like the most kiasu candidate in the lab.
i drew, scribbled, wrote on the practical exam paper until my paper looked crumpled.
u know..
those type of paper which look as if lots of stuff has been written on it,
ahah.
a sense of satisfaction. =D

i found a new LOVE.
Kim Jung Hoon. 김정훈
yay!!
he's so HOT.
and..
if you're a guy,
i tell u.
you're definitely turn gay.
so please..
go and watch goong.
it's on channel U.
7.00pm weeknights.
OR
youtube.
just watch alright.
rowena lee's reccommendations are NEVER wrong.
=))
oh ya,
one last thing,

KIM JUNG HOON IS HOT!!
I LOVE HIM TO BITS!